tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-131657542011-04-22T06:45:44.167+08:00Nathanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02846240534064742166noreply@blogger.comBlogger791100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13165754.post-12203614023063630812007-07-09T06:06:00.000+08:002007-07-09T06:11:20.909+08:00Its the morning i leave back to camp... i've bid my family goodbye and its time to say farewell to the love of my life... Darling i know its been hard and i know its going to be harder in the weeks to come but i have only one request, that you take care of urself and promise to wait for me...<br />I know that i'm selfish in asking for this, but i want to be with you when u're done with school and i'm through with army... remember? without any disapproval...<br /><br />Joan, i love you. I love the way you laugh, the way u smile. The way u pout ur lips when i say something to tease u. I love the way u always care and think for me. I love the way u do things even though it means sacrificing something that's important to you. I love to see u when u're sleeping, the face of an angel right before my eyes. So many things i love about you, and its true... i'll never be done writing this, cos i find more things to love you daily...<br /><br />just one last thing...<br /><br />Do you prefer to love me forever, or would u prefer to be able to spend my last day with me? *grins*<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13165754-1220361402306363081?l=obviangel.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Nathanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02846240534064742166noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13165754.post-4289159958513662482007-04-28T01:32:00.000+08:002007-04-28T01:34:21.506+08:00Well... joan was upset... so i did this for her... =X<br /><br /><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><b><u><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:10;" >Joany’s Upset Cheer<o:p></o:p></span></u></b></p> <p style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:10;" ><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:10;" >ok dear<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:10;" >are u upset still? <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:10;" >shall i try to climb a hill<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:10;" >just to bring u </span><st1:city><st1:place><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:10;" >ur</span></st1:place></st1:city><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:10;" > happy pill<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:10;" >so that <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:10;" >u can put on </span><st1:city><st1:place><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:10;" >ur</span></st1:place></st1:city><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:10;" > smile now<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:10;" >BOM CLAP BOM<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:10;" >2 time<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:10;" >BOM BOM CLAP BOM<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:10;" >3 time <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:10;" >BOM BOM CLAP BOM BOM CLAP BOM BOM CLAP BOM<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" class="MsoNormal"><o:p> </o:p></p> <p style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:10;" >hey joany dun be sad i will try to make u smile<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:10;" >( to the tune of qian li zhi wai) <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:10;" >my dear joany why u so sad pls smile one for me!!<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:10;" >WAH chase the clouds away cos...<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:10;" >u are my sunshine my only sunshine<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:10;" >u make me happy when skies are grey<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:10;" >bang! ah!<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:10;" >ba ba la ba la ba la GO!<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:10;" >joany joany smile one for me<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:10;" >*gives a spastic smile*<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:10;" >5 6 7 8<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:10;" >smile joany joany smile<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:10;" >smile joany joany smile<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:10;" >ti ti ti ckle u<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:10;" >ti ti ti ckle u<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:10;" >joany joany joany joany whoosh joany fell off the chair<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:10;" >cos she's laughing out loud<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:10;" >BOM BOM BOM<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:10;" >U are my only one!!! more time!<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:10;" >wah lau eh<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:10;" >by this time smile already lor...<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:10;" ><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:10;" >are u still upset?<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:10;" >Cos…<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:10;" >joany smile sweet<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:10;" >smile smile smile smile smile<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:10;" >joany smile cute<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:10;" >cute cute cute cute cute<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:10;" >joany smile pls<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:10;" >smile pls *draws smiley* clap clap clap<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:10;" >smile pls *draws smiley* clap clap clap<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:10;" >joany sweet joany cute joany! CONFIRM<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:10;" >before the end of tonight<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:10;" >i'll make u smile so much<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:10;" >smile until </span><st1:city><st1:place><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:10;" >ur</span></st1:place></st1:city><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:10;" > teeth all fall out<b><o:p></o:p></b></span></p> <p style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:10;" >cos I’ll<span style=""> </span>try to make u laugh...<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0.9pt; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:10;" >joany smile pls joany smile pls<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0.9pt; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:10;" >or jodin cannot sleep for tonight<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0.9pt; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:10;" >joany smile pls joany smile pls<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0.9pt; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:10;" >or not jodin cannot sleep tonight<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0.9pt; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:10;" >in msn... oh msn... joany is upset tonight<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0.9pt; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:10;" >in msn... oh msn... joany is upset tonight<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0.9pt; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:10;" >wheee... lee lee lee lee joany why don't u smile<o:p></o:p></span></p> <span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-family:&quot;;font-size:10;color:black;" ><br /></span> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0.9pt; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:10;" >wheee... lee lee lee lee joany why don't u smile<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0.9pt; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:10;" >ah whim ba wah<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0.9pt; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:10;" >ah whim ba wah<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0.9pt; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:10;" >ah whim ba wah<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0.9pt; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:10;" >ah whim ba wah<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0.9pt; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:10;" >RAH!<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0.9pt; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:10;" >*does kok kok's spastic face*<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0.9pt; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:10;" >JOA.... NY<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0.9pt; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:10;" >JOA.... NY<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0.9pt; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:10;" >why <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0.9pt; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:10;" >don't <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0.9pt; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:10;" >u <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0.9pt; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:10;" >smile<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0.9pt; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:10;" >joany joany joany…<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0.9pt;"><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:10;color:black;" ><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">why don't u smile!!!</span><o:p></o:p></span></p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13165754-428915995851366248?l=obviangel.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Nathanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02846240534064742166noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13165754.post-64389656770035008682007-03-20T14:20:00.000+08:002007-03-20T14:23:21.023+08:00If 3 years are going to be put between us to see if we can stand the test then i better start preparing. I'm gonna stop my crying and start getting ready for 3 years. cos i want to be better for u. I want your dad to approve of us... and i want you to love me... i shall not mop around cos i've got something to work for... your smell still lingers in my hands... wonder if u're going to linger in my heart forever... i love you...<br /><br />Till then... a song i will write...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13165754-6438965677003500868?l=obviangel.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Nathanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02846240534064742166noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13165754.post-41037069755080690242007-03-09T00:32:00.000+08:002007-03-18T01:01:22.972+08:00Once again in this blog's long life span of a year and a half, its being revamped... so to all who have been bugging me to change a skin or to update, here's to pacifying you guys...<br /><br />I realize that change is so evident around... even in my own life, i realise that i've started to change a lot.<br /><br />Top 5 Things to change:<br />1) Emo-ness<br />2) Hygiene<br />3) Lateness<br />4) Impulsiveness<br />5) Spendthriftness<br /><br />I want to be the best that u'll ever have and i am not ashamed to change for the better... I promise that this time life is going to be different... i promise u that i won't walk away from this like the last times... i give u my life to own... will u give me yours? hahaha....<br /><br /><br />ok short repost... but i think i might start blogging again...<br /><br /><br />Top 10 Things to do in a movie to piss someone off:<br /><br />10) I tell u hor... the guy is going to take out a knife and cut his finger off! Ya... i watched the show 456 times already...<br />(did someone tell u that u're not the only one watching? that there are 456 ANGRY people trying to watch the show without a spoiler??? Grrrr.... *sharpens knives*)<br /><br />9)Wah SI BEI SCARY LEH!!! WAH WAH WHY THE DIRECTOR MAKE SO SCARY!!!<br />(ok... listen... u're shouting in a CINEMA... with a show going on... something tells me i didn't pay 7bucks to hear u scream and whine in a show!!! PUT A SOCK IN IT!!! *shoves sock into mouth*)<br /><br />8) ZZZZzzzzZZZZ *snorts* (ok... sleep at home... 7 bucks a bit expensive for 2 hours... no bed summore... Hotel 81 across the road ok?)<br /><span style="font-style: italic;">Editor's notes: That makes me wonder where u were watching and what show u were watching... hmmm.....<br /><br /></span>7) *Crunch Crunch Munch Munch* *SLLLLLLLUUUURRPPPPP*<br />(The buffet is over there... and u! CLOSE UR MOUTH FOR CRYING OUT LOUD!!!)<br /><br />6) OH YESS OHHHH OHHHHH OH YESSSSSS!!!!!!!!!! (ok... i think i've said it before and i'll say it again... Hotel 81 is across the street... nuff said... geez...)<br /><br />5) HO!!!! HO!!!! HOO!!!!! (ok for u 300 fans... there's really no need to react so violently to the show... its just a show... relax and put ur spear and shield down... u're gonna hurt someone...)<br /><br />4) *wwwoooahhmmmm* (ok... lightsaber and dark cinema equals no go... dude that's not even a lightsaber man.. that's a fluroscent light tube!! u're gonna trip someone with all that extension wire!!)<br /><br />3) *standing behind a burning cinema* DUDE!!! LIGHTING A LIGHTER IN A CINEMA??? WHAT WERE U THINKING MAN!!! U'RE STILL NOT GOING TO LOOK LIKE GHOSTRIDER!!!<br /><br />2) *BEEP BEEP... BEEP BEEP* (ok the age old tradition of hitting someone into pulp is still alive... pls turn off ur phones... before... *BISH BISH CRANNGHH!!!* yeah that happens..)<br /><br />and the no.1 spot goes to.........<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />1) GOALL!!!!!!!!!! (ok so he chopped off his head!!! dude that's just sick man....)<br /><br /><br /><br />ok... not very funny tonight... hahaha... till next time!!!<br /><span style="font-style: italic;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13165754-4103706975508069024?l=obviangel.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Nathanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02846240534064742166noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13165754.post-1161880957177751642006-10-26T23:38:00.000+08:002006-10-27T02:24:51.923+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/1991/115/1600/edit.0.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/1991/115/320/edit.0.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a>This is me... My name is Jodin Choo Xingwei Nathaniel... BUT... i've been called a million other names...<br /><br />1) Jolin<br />2) Jadin Choo Kingwei Nathaniel<br /><br />... and the newest addition....<br /><br />3) Choo Xingwei LADIN Nathaniel<br /><br />This is the evidence...<br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/1991/115/1600/DSC00333.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/1991/115/320/DSC00333.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a><br /><br />I blankoed the security numbers of course... haha... but i mean... that's interesting no? i don't get to go to america with that card... i'll be hunted and shot... i mean... they'll think i'm related to bin laden no? Well... i can now say... i've been ladin... hahahaha.... ok not exactly funny...<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Well... remember the shopping spree i took at vivo? these are my rewards!!! IN PICTURES!!! WOW!!! i don't post pics often... hahaha...<br /><br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/1991/115/1600/DSC00330.0.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/1991/115/320/DSC00330.1.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a> My New Nike Bag... Its a Laptop Bag too!!<br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/1991/115/1600/DSC00331.1.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/1991/115/320/DSC00331.1.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a>And this cool shirt with a samurai!<br />(designed by TP Design Seniors)<br /><br /><div style="text-align: left;"><br />There was another shirt but it's in the wash... haha... well till next time!!<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/1991/115/1600/Me%20and%20Imouto.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/1991/115/320/Me%20and%20Imouto.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a><br /><div style="text-align: center;">Did i tell u how much i miss meeting up with this girl??? Misses you many many ar imouto!<br /></div><br /></div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13165754-116188095717775164?l=obviangel.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Nathanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02846240534064742166noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13165754.post-1161706776851748842006-10-25T00:06:00.000+08:002006-10-25T00:19:37.386+08:00Well this time marks the start of a day where i have to go back to work... yeah sure u may tell me its just work, but really don't you drag your feet to the mundane grind every morning? Sigh... looking to the weekends... And that isn't enough... really... haha...<br /><br />ok... basic update...<br /><br />I'm in kitchen... a trainee chef... in the kitchens of Saint Pierre... its a long day everyday and well... i've gotta get used to the long long hours... starting at 9.45 in the morning and ending at 11.30 at night? that's not a piece of cake... sleep is becoming as valuable a commodity as platinum... seriously... i'm sleep deprived already... :(<br /><br />But i'm going through this for my dream... when i'm 30, i'm gonna open a restaurant with me pals... we're all starting to work towards this goal we set for ourselves, i'm working in a kitchen to hone my culinary skills, taking a culinary scholarship, another's the president of the FBMA, which will carry him far in life... :D but we're all getting through this 5 months rather slowly... a grind at best... hope time pasts faster sometimes...<br /><br />Vivo City is open... SCREW VIVO CITY! its packed to the brim with people lar!! can't even move properly... zzz... and i've been there 2 times in 3 days!! wow... i must be going insane... Bought a bag and 2 shirts there... check these shirts out at www.meowmoo.com the designs are cool... designed by TP design seniors...<br /><br />And lastly... to my beloveds...<br /><br />Imouto: Take care of urself and please please please find me if anything crops up k? and dun get into all the creepy admirer's company... tee heee....<br /><br />Mag: Hey... life's more than a boyfriend k? dun neglect ur bro... hahaha... but i'm glad that you're happy my dear... :D sometimes its gonna be rough and tough... but bro's gonna be here for ya k? haha... same with you anytime need me i'll lend u my time... :) however scarce it may be...<br /><br />Kim: Its really been a long journey for u to find out what u really want and i hope you've found it... stay satisfied and well big brother bear will be here for u too... hahaha... i'll catch up with you soon... :D hur hur...<br /><br />Alan: Dude... dun get ur brains fried at work yeah? haha... and remember our goal... lets not give up on it... :)<br /><br />Clifton: WHERE'S MY SUBCOMM LIST???!!!! haha... dun stay angry at people... resolve it and move on... hahaha... 30 years what you gonna be? hahaha....<br /><br />IQ: Guess i gotta move on... thanks for the memories and sleepless nights thinking about things... haha... wish you all the best with him yeah? haha.. stay happy!!<br /><br />Post Script: Don't think anyone comes here anymore though... hahaha... Hello??? (echoes)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13165754-116170677685174884?l=obviangel.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Nathanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02846240534064742166noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13165754.post-1156485784244534582006-08-25T14:01:00.000+08:002006-08-25T14:03:04.253+08:00Groggy. Love. Unreal. Hate. Pain. Broken. Think. No. More. Everything.<br /><br />Everything links back to you... why won't you talk to me???<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13165754-115648578424453458?l=obviangel.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Nathanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02846240534064742166noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13165754.post-1156350225070694602006-08-24T00:22:00.000+08:002006-08-24T00:23:45.080+08:00Screw it all...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13165754-115635022507069460?l=obviangel.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Nathanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02846240534064742166noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13165754.post-1156349989266318912006-08-24T00:13:00.000+08:002006-08-24T00:19:49.280+08:00<span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">i don't know anymore... i thought i had it all figured out... guess i was wrong... so so wrong... sorry if i played my part as the fool devoted to you... i thought i was right... don't ask me the question about her anymore... i don't want to hear it anymore... i know this one fact... I cannot find the courage to trust in you anymore... you whom i once called brother... and maybe friend... i don't want to find myself stabbed in the back... like a similar scenario which i won't mention anymore... I can't seem to trust anymore... i was really in to you... i was prepared to give up my all... my all... but i guess its all over... over before it all started... </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">Screw it all... </span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13165754-115634998926631891?l=obviangel.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Nathanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02846240534064742166noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13165754.post-1156265101692578632006-08-23T00:27:00.000+08:002006-08-23T15:21:30.236+08:00Ok... after a long break of internet breakdown, obviANGEL is back to blog... with interesting updates of course... today was an interesting day of mixed emotions... with the starting of anger and frustration due to studies and exams... to the sweet feeling of acceptance and teasing games and of course... soup.<br /><br />Yes you are asking me what am i talking about soup aren't you?<br /><br />okok... i made soup for the ice queen... she had a late nighter, so being concerned and me being such a nice guy made soup. BUT... i don't make soup for everyone so dun keep asking me to cook for you... hahaha... so now she's pulling another late nighter... hope she doesn't fall ill or something... mac tonight? hahha...<br /><br />Gonna start SIP in a few weeks time... hope its gonna be alright... hope they'll give me my favored position... KITCHEN PLEASE!!! haha...<br /><br />I bought the Full Metal Alchemist State Alchemist's Pocket Watch! Whee... very very cool... gonna send it for replacing of the watch mechanism though... not working well... haha... and hopefully it'll be back soon... if only i could just fix it with a clap of my hands... lol... here's a pic<br /><br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/1991/115/1600/DSC00253.3.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/1991/115/320/DSC00253.3.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a></div><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">"Fortunate Circumstances don't make strong</span><span style="font-style: italic;"> principles... "<br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13165754-115626510169257863?l=obviangel.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Nathanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02846240534064742166noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13165754.post-1154590069760835472006-08-03T15:16:00.000+08:002006-08-03T15:27:49.770+08:00haha... blogging in french class... just joked with jerome and told carmen about the "car" incident and maybe... just maybe... hehehe... *if u know what i mean*<br /><br />anyways... last night was a enjoyable night for me... i had an interesting convo with none other than the ice queen herself, haha... once again *if you know what i mean* haha... okok give me a break... sometimes i need to indulge in my pleasures as well... okok anyways i think we've taken the friendship a little bit more forward which is a good thing to me... haha... and kim! we'll still be siblings k? i will support u even if the going gets tough.<br /><br />anyways short post today... just wanted to share my joys... haha... feeling chirpy today!<br />"<span style="font-style: italic;">ain't nothing gonna get me down!"<br /><br /><br /><br /></span><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/1991/115/1600/RunningSCTC%20copy.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/1991/115/320/RunningSCTC%20copy.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a>Sub-Committee Training Camp Poster<br /><br /><div style="text-align: left;">This was done by my design team... its the most appealing i think..hahaha okok... if u see me in a NCC uniform around the schools next week its for publicity k? haha... JOIN THE ARMED FORCES AND PREPARE FOR WAR!!!!<br /><br /><br /><br />Just for the record, i have very few sisters... haha... namely, Jiayi, Kimberly and Mag... these i will recognise cos they recognise me as brother... so now u know... ice queen i dun have that many sisters... haha... so dun jealous... hehe<br /></div><br /><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-style: italic;"></span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;"></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13165754-115459006976083547?l=obviangel.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Nathanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02846240534064742166noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13165754.post-1154274645388311032006-07-30T23:44:00.000+08:002006-07-30T23:50:45.396+08:00Just returned from LTC (Leadership Training Camp)... lol... i'm dead tired... I've never excercised this much is around 3 years... Ever since training i think... haha... Ran around 3 kilometers, afterwards followed with kayaking... i'm like aching all over now... field cooking... oh yeah and the talks... which were more effective at putting us to sleep than its true purpose...<br />I managed to cook my fish fillets properly... phew never sia suay my "Z" for culi science... heng ar... or not so malu no? Aiming to cook well again for TPSU Main Comm Retreat! woo! learn from my father first... hehe...<br /><br />On another note...<br /><br /><br />OBD (One Big Day) was a whooping success! Wow... 1600 youths turned up... Was AMAZED... the auditorium was packed to the brim... Chinaman was a hit with the audience... Made them laugh he did... hope to get some pictures... soon.<br /><br />Anyways... sometimes u make it hard for me to not love u... sometimes i just want to but i know i'm incapable of doing so. This greatly messes up my circuitry... just a simple msg from you and i go weak... help me from falling... falling for u...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13165754-115427464538831103?l=obviangel.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Nathanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02846240534064742166noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13165754.post-1153936928969495102006-07-27T01:56:00.000+08:002006-07-27T02:02:08.983+08:00I don't know what came over me today... everything was peachy until that strange dark feeling of anger crept into my heart and overwhelmed me... i couldn't do anything about it... that anger gripped me from somewhere i couldn't identify... couldn't acknowledge... yet i knew it was from somewhere familiar... was it the sense of disappointment? the knife deep in my heart could not have slipped in deeper... i was angry... i was in a foul mood...<br /><br />yet u had ur fun... and i was a beast trapped in a cage... unable to do anything about this... this profound anger... then i realised where it stemmed from... not being able to go... not being able to do anything... my responsibilities...<br /><br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;">You.<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13165754-115393692896949510?l=obviangel.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Nathanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02846240534064742166noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13165754.post-1153678742332194932006-07-24T02:14:00.000+08:002006-07-24T03:34:06.530+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">When your last 3 post (no matter how far apart) are related to a certain someone, you know that its an overdose of the issue... hmm... (looks back 3 posts) Oh dear me... hahaha...<br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/1991/115/1600/W.A.R.%20copy.0.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/1991/115/320/W.A.R.%20copy.0.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a>TPSU Sub-Committe Initiation Camp<br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"> 11-12 August 2006<br /> War is coming... Have you enlisted?<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13165754-115367874233219493?l=obviangel.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Nathanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02846240534064742166noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13165754.post-1153667570478802912006-07-23T22:51:00.000+08:002006-07-23T23:12:50.500+08:00"<em>Fear is the mind killer. Fear is the little death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past i will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain."</em><br /><br />I have returned from my long slumber and have returned to the world of blogging. Not much to say, just wanted to break the monotony of work and liven up this almost dead wasteland of a space. With that in mind, lets begin this post.<br /><br />Can a man change his spots as light changes its colours through its spectrum? We see every man differently through our tinted lenses. Like it or not, we have our own bias against anyone and everyone. Thus in mind, is it really fair to say that he has taken on a new persona? I doubt that fact. Honestly, i do. Even so, has he changed? Yes, without a doubt he has changed. Would i judge for better or worse? I shall observe to comment. There are chinks in the once indomitable armor, the wall of egotism that has stood through the wear and tear of the advice and words hurled at him through the war of words with fellow neighboring friends and enemies alike. One sentence used to smooth out the cracks, "they don't understand me". But yet today he has readily humbled himself to talk and converse with a once dear warring nation. Steps to peace has begun, and are starting to germinate. I look forward with anticipation to peace in the 3 warring states.<br /><br />Am i too philosophical? Lets simplify my words. If you understood the above, then you are more or less a dear friend of mine or one of the parties mentioned in the above passage.<br /><br />I don't understand why people pass her by without a notion of acknowledging her beauty, both external and internal. I don't believe that none has fancied her before. Yet i have. But i can't speak to my feelings. My voice fails me to speak these feelings. History has yet to repeat itself once again painfully. I will not fall into history's snare for me and yet again bring the people i love into a tailspin of emotions. You will find a better life with someone out there. Just let me dream about the life we'll never have together and the future that will never be. Just for a moment in time, let this thought linger in my consciousness. A dream that is sent out into the universe of lost hopes, it will never return. I love you and i let you slip through a demon's fingers because i love you. Let love find its course in your life. I won't deny my bitterness, and i won't deny my regret, but i damn the moment my mind set its eyes upon you. I hope to remain in your memories, not as the man who caused you innumerable instances of pain, but as the guy you took photos with and remained friends with, the brother you never had.<br /><br />This ends my sad but thought awakening post... till next time.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13165754-115366757047880291?l=obviangel.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Nathanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02846240534064742166noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13165754.post-1148843643562051332006-05-29T03:06:00.000+08:002006-05-29T03:14:03.573+08:00Looks like sometimes my advice gets you in the rut as well. i sometimes hate myself for being too smart for my own good. i think i might just shut up for a while. i am feeling really really sick and tired now. are you a friend or someone who will stab me in the back just because of attention? i don't know you anymore. i don't wanna know you. i don't trust you anymore. for what you did to us. i sometimes wonder why you do it. i really do. sometimes i put up with you for the sake of convenience. for the sake of facades. its too tiring to explain why i hate you so i'd rather just play like i'm a friend. live a lie than face the truth. something like that. i hpe you find your purpose in life. to my sisters, i need you to stay strong and make decisions and not dwell over it. if its time to move on move on. if its time to decide decide. if you think its not worth it, drop it. choices have to be made at light speed in future. i can't always be there to advise you. i'm not a great one either. sometimes i wonder how much actually makes sense. to ignorance, i just want to be friends. no more no less. i hope that's not too much to ask.<br /><br /><em>"i took a walk with pleasure,</em><br /><em>i had a lot of fun, but i didn't learn a thing.</em><br /><em>i took a walk with sorrow,</em><br /><em>i had pain and rejection, but i learnt more in my life than any other"</em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13165754-114884364356205133?l=obviangel.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Nathanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02846240534064742166noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13165754.post-1148223053150695132006-05-21T22:44:00.000+08:002006-05-21T22:50:53.160+08:00<em>Dear Miss XXX,</em><br /><em></em><br /><em>If you just want to ignore me, i just want to let you know that the open window is really inviting right now. From the 18th Storey, i think it'll be quite a splat. With my head crashing first into concrete, i'm sure you won't need to ignore me after that. I hope you're gonna be happy now... Think about the people who will be sad and mad... i hope you can't eat and you can't sleep. and when you do sleep and you dream about it and wake up and you scream about it... i hope you're happy now... i never wanted this to happen... but its you who ignored me... and i can't take it anymore... </em><br /><em></em><br /><em>Your Now Dead Friend, </em><br /><em>XXX</em><br /><br />Don't ignore people, this might just happen...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13165754-114822305315069513?l=obviangel.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Nathanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02846240534064742166noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13165754.post-1147111233853625482006-05-09T01:45:00.000+08:002006-05-09T02:00:33.866+08:00I've been asked to update several times and now I shall. Not on the basis of what people want me to do, but what I want to update on.<br /><br />This is going to be a teenagerish angsty post, so if u don't like what you see, don't even think of scrolling to my tagboard, but instead, go to another webpage or blogsite and wait till i update again.<br /><br />This is solely for the purpose of my letting of steam.<br /><br />So i make a three in a row late on homecoming. So i come back late. So i'm 19. So WHAT??? You have to cut me some slack here... i'm not your average push me around to do this, program to come back at this time robot or slave. I'm human. Just like you. I have feelings, i have stress, i have everything like you do. Just that in a different dimension altogether. I start to wonder if you even have friends that actually want to go out and spend time with you. DO YOU EVEN KNOW WHAT ITS LIKE TO HAVE A FRIEND?<br /><br />I need to destress and to relax. After slogging away at school, finishing up my CVs and letters, you think that's a simple feat? Rushing against the hoardes of people rushing for application spaces, do you think i'm happy just coming back home with a smile on my face and telling you everything's fine? Why do i do that? Cos i destress myself by hanging out with friends. You think i don't really give a damn about what's happening to the family? I worry about where my next step is going to land myself everyday i wake up. I come back to eat maggi only because i'm late for work or because i'm broke. You think i want to? You think i want to work? You think that after all these years of industry experience i'm still working for that? I'm working to give myself a better and easier life. To not tax ur pockets all the time. i don't make a fuss whenever you give me 10 bucks lesser or when i pay for things that don't really matter to claim back. All i'm asking for is a little freedom. You ask me why i don't want to come back. You ask me why i treat this house like a hotel. But honestly, i don't like coming back home to an empty house, and empty room. There is hardly anyone at home when i'm at home, and i find comfort in playing games, absorbing myself in the world where i'm a figure of importance. Don't even ask me why i never made contact. Ask yourself that. Whenever i try to make conversation it'll end up with why aren't you like ur this and that, or why aren't u home at this and that, or just don't disturb me i'm busy. You think i'd want to keep making contact? Go figure.... That's why i'm always out. I don't like coming "home" if you can call it one anyway...<br /><br />I'm not your simple son anymore...<br />Happy Mother's Day Ma...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13165754-114711123385362548?l=obviangel.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Nathanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02846240534064742166noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13165754.post-1146581532857920042006-05-02T22:50:00.000+08:002006-05-02T22:52:12.856+08:00I'm gonna hit the big 2 next year... and following that will be my enlistment... then 21st birthday... then its out of army... what am i gonna do with my life?<br /><br />I plan on opening my restaurant by the age of 25... i'm dead serious and so are my partners... i hope we get to this goal by the time i'm 25... time is running out!!! must start working for my dreams...<br /><br />Vote for me when i run for TPSU Main Comm k? haha... Yes, i've decided to run...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13165754-114658153285792004?l=obviangel.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Nathanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02846240534064742166noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13165754.post-1145748566028582002006-04-23T07:10:00.000+08:002006-04-23T07:29:26.040+08:00Hi guys... I'm back up again... Rather inspired by what my pastor shared yesterday so I shall bounce back and rise up from the ashes of my despair. haha... macham like i very chee cham... hahaha... anyways... back to what i wanted blog about...<br /><br />Weddings can be such noisy affairs... my family has just seen one wedding this morning... in my house... no, my sis did not get married... my cousin did... why at my place you ask? cos their place is under renovations... it was kinda fun listening to the commotion happening around the house when i was supposed to be sleeping in the room... yes, i was supposed to be sleeping... i got woken up by the noise... IT WAS 6.30 IN THE MORNING FOR CRYING OUT LOUD... now i can't get back to sleep... zzz...<br /><br />Anyway... maybe i should be happy for you... i really think i should be. Since i know that he ain't a bad guy and you're not a gullible little girl... maybe i should try and accept what i've put down and learn to be happy whatever happens... but i don't understand why i feel this way sometimes when i see you two together talking and stuff... sometimes i look aside, sometimes i just continue looking and staring... wondering to myself if i'd ever be in that position again... well... no use wondering... just listen to a simple request of mine yeah? This is gonna sound so corny.<br /><br /><em>-when she's pissed off, just listen to her and be a listening ear... she doesn't really like being told what to do especially if you don't know what's going on</em><br /><em>-take her bowling and play pool with her... don't give in to her... she hates that a lot.</em><br /><em>-be a gentleman to her... she is deprived of that in her school</em><br /><em>-learn how to make herbal chicken soup... she loves herbal soups...</em><br /><em>-buy her loads of pink things... she adores pink things...</em><br /><em>-encourage her to dance... if you can, join her in her classes... protect her from perverts in her class.</em><br /><em>-make sure you send her home when she needs to be home... irregardless of where you need to be, make sure she's home or not her mum will kill her... she doesn't like getting railed at by her mom and dad.</em><br /><em>-when she's down take her shopping. she loves shopping. she believes retail therapy works.</em><br /><em>-make sure u eat as well when u ask her out to a meal. if you don't she won't eat either.</em><br /><em>-on the bus, sit higher so that she can lean her head on your shoulder.</em><br /><br />Yeah... i guess these are somethings you can take note of... take care of her boy... please.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13165754-114574856602858200?l=obviangel.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Nathanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02846240534064742166noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13165754.post-1144435473624048342006-04-08T02:29:00.000+08:002006-04-08T02:44:33.640+08:00<em>Dear faithful obviANGEL.blogspot. com readers,</em><br /><em> </em><br /><em> I have a confession to make. After so long of posting and not posting, my life has eventually come to a point where i can't find strength to go on anymore. Can't find the strength to smile anymore. Smiling all the time is tiring. Smiling all the time has become so mundane. Mundane is tiring. Hope to find my smile again sometime soon. </em><br /><em></em><br /><em> Many things have happened in my life to trigger such strong emotions in my heart. Firstly, i've lost contact to a certain Someone that was such an important piece in my life. After so much that i've done against what that Someone taught me, i feel terrible and sometimes i feel like i can't come clean anymore. Afterall... i take for granted somethings that are so precious and treat it as mud... I'm sorry... Help me to change and give me another chance...</em><br /><em></em><br /><em> Another thing that happened. My family has finally come to its end of the rope. The business has run out of solutions to liquidate itself. The house is going. The finances is a deficit. The family is running into issues. Help piece my family back to normal... i want it to be normal again. I sometimes think what my brother would have done in a situation like this. Come back home soon... I miss you kor... The family misses and needs you home soon...</em><br /><em></em><br /><em> Thirdly, i know i've been rubbing people the wrong way. And i don't really know why i've suddenly started to be this way... maybe i've not suddenly started being this way... i know sometimes i'm insensitive and say things out that's meant to be kept in. i know that i'm often saying stuff that i shouldn't say. That's the reason i'm losing my friends. I don't want to lose my friends. Its what i hold close to my heart. My friends. Alan, Angel, Tat, Sher, Gen, Cal, Tian, imouto, MMC ppls, OnePackage, StarCactus, Moonflower, whoever and wherever... you are precious to me. If i say something wrong or i do something wrong. Tell me... i'll change... Thanks for being there for me when i needed someone. Thank you imouto... for just listening. </em><br /><em></em><br /><em> I know these issues aren't sounding like the end of the world to some of you. But its seems like the end of my world. Piece me back to normality. Piece me back to the way things were. Only You know how to....</em><br /><em></em><br /><div align="right"><em> </em></div><div align="right"><em>Yours Indefinitely,</em></div><div align="right"><em>obviANGEL</em></div><em></em><br /><em> </em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13165754-114443547362404834?l=obviangel.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Nathanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02846240534064742166noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13165754.post-1143239524941879192006-03-25T06:29:00.000+08:002006-04-08T02:53:02.643+08:00<strong>Piece Me back to Normality</strong><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">Words by: obviANGEL</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br />Tears fall as the sun rises<br />You can't seem to find youself<br />All hope seems to be lost<br />And all you can do is scream<br /><br />Smiles fade as the dawn wanes<br />You don't seem to want to wake<br />Looking at the ceiling<br />And all you can do is scream<br /><br />Piece me back to normality<br />Piece me back to the way things were<br />Pick up all the broken pieces<br />Pick up all the lost memories<br />Only you know how<br /><br />The light fades to darkness<br />You can't seem to find your way<br />Shadows all around you<br />And all you need to do is scream<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13165754-114323952494187919?l=obviangel.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Nathanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02846240534064742166noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13165754.post-1142108467890025642006-03-12T03:52:00.000+08:002006-03-12T04:21:07.913+08:00Something that everyone wants... everyone needs... but no one can get it. It slips by ever so silently... like a thief in the night... like death at the bedpost of a critical patient.<br /><br />Time. The precious commodity that no one is able to buy or trade, and none has an abundance of it.<br /><br />Every man is given an alloted amount of time to spend. Spend it wisely or foolishly is up to the discretion of each individual. We all need time don't we? *chuckles*<br /><br />I know, i know... you must be thinking "erm... lets go to another blog right about now..." gimme a break lar... i wanna just say that time important only wad... *glares*<br /><br />Well to start of this post, i wanna say a few things to certain people who will never read this blog... i think... at least some lar... ok here goes.<br /><br />1) Joyce: Erm... i guess i owe u a big apology. i'm sorry that it has ended this way for us. i was reading the little diary u gave me for valentines. you're a great girl k? don't ever doubt that. you'll find ur husband soon and blessed he will be... *grinz*<br /><br />2) Sher: Erm... i guess i owe u an apology too... for the same reason above... haha... well... i sometimes still think about the times we spent during the school hols... the rushing to bedok interchange and buying of herbal tea cos we kept falling sick... haha... in fact i think of it everytime i pass by the interchange... and of course the spot where we would say our farewells... haha... thanks for the memories... and i'm glad that we can still talk as mutual adults again...<br /><br />3) Tat Ming: i guess we have some unresolved issues that have snowballed... i'm sorry if i have held grudges against you, but i wanna say that i had... and i'm letting go... you're still a friend i want to keep... after having a conversation with a certain someone tonight, made me wonder what we would really be without you... i still want to have you as a friend... hope u feel the same.<br /><br />4) Alan: hey bro... its been a long few years hasn't it? i'm sorry if i constantly neglect how u feel and blurt out stuff that you'd rather keep a secret. i'm sorry if i really neglect ur feelings... which i think and know i do... and i'm really sorry... really like your company yeah? i treasure you as a friend. you know that right? haha...<br /><br />5) MMC: Even though i'm a plus on the list, i know that we can always talk like we're all squares... haha... alan james kazumi will know what i'm talking about... haha... but i'm glad i got to know you... SU life wouldn't be the same... in fact i wouldn't even be in the SU... haha<br /><br />I wanna post one last one, but i guess that's just gonna be a hidden message in my heart for now.<br /><br />well... on a lighter note....<br /><br />THE GIG AT TEMASEK JC WAS A GREAT WHOOPING SUCCESS!!!!<br /><br />Man... i tell you the kids were wild!! Imagine a hall full of people roughly 800 to 1000 ppl... jumping waving hands in the air... Screaming!!! Reaching out to grab your hand to shake it... Man...it was electrifying... haha... belted out song after song... they didn't wanna go home... haha... but in the end... the band had a lot of fun... i have to admit i was inffected by the atmosphere... I WENT WILD!!! haha... rolled into the smoke coming out of the smoke machine... sprayed water all over the kids... threw my lyrics into the crowd... and... i slided from the drums and crashed and rolled... *laughs hysterically* so malu... but nobody cared... haha... we had fun... gotta do this more... lol...<br /><br />Finally, obviANGEL can get his life more organised... with my brand new 2nd hand (ok oxymoron) palm!!! haha... armed with photo shooting abilities, obviANGEL is able to be on time for schedules and never miss another date again! haha...<br /><br />ok... i know long time before another post comes up, so this is what i've compiled...<br /><br /><strong>Top 10 excuses children give during tuition (to get out of it)</strong><br /><strong></strong><br />10. I need to go toilet (then go in lock door and sleep on the toilet bowl for at least 1/2 an hour)<br /><br />9. I drink water first (constantly every 10 min of tuition, then followed by excuse no. 10)<br /><br />8. I need to find my textbook (then look in all the wrong places and pretend that you're anxious to find it... i know what you're doing you sly dogs!!)<br /><br />7. I think i hear someone calling me ( run out of the room and pretend to search aimlessly around the house)<br /><br />6. I don't know how to do this question, this one, this one this, one... this one also.... (yar... i'm sure you don't know how to do the entire chapter... which was due 2 weeks back... grrr...)<br /><br />5. Can we take a break? I'm tired from school (erm... ok... i'll give you another break... even though you take one after every sentence i say... c'mon... its the march holidays... got shcool meh?)<br /><br />4. Can we end tuition early? I need to rest for my CCA tmr... (ok... but your CCA is AVA club... what can you possibly rest for? Coiling cables? erm...)<br /><br />3. I think someone banged your car... (erm, kid? i took the bus here...)<br /><br />2. Ma... the tuition teacher lousy one... she/he don't know anything one... (ok... you hired a tuition teacher to teach you english... i don't teach tamil!!!!)<br /><br />1. *waits anxiously at window* Ma... the tuition teacher not coming liao... so late already... (yar lar... of course not coming... YOU CALLED ME NOT TO COME WAD!!! Blame me summore... grrr...)<br /><br />Wahahaaha.... Admit it... you've used at least some of these before right? haha... kids these days... should add another one... you better not teach me or i get my father to sue you... lol...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13165754-114210846789002564?l=obviangel.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Nathanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02846240534064742166noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13165754.post-1140626876213139732006-02-23T00:03:00.000+08:002006-02-23T00:50:02.796+08:00Lets contemplate again. Great. Its another one of those posts... *groans* aww shuddap... Sometimes we need to contemplate to be able to move on and grow up. Lets begin...<br />.<br />.<br /><em>"what's past is unchangeable... what's now is to be done... what's in the future can be shaped..."</em><br /><em></em>.<br />.<br />Ok... i made that up. But don't you see the logic in that statement? I mean like if you've done something that you've already done... like for example, broken up with your girlfriend, don't keep coming back to the topic of it. What's past is unchangeable. What's now is to be done. Get over it u slimeball... get over the pictures, get over the messages you used to get. *hint* If you keep doing that you give people the wrong impression that it may still work out. Get a life and get those pictures out of your msn, handphone if u want to have a clean break. Be brutal to urself to be kind in the long run. What's in the future is what you can do to prepare for a future relationship. Get ready for commitment. Get ready for the burden financially. Get ready for the right way to handle a relationship. Pampering your girlfriend from the start is not the way to go you bloke. Its a mutal thing. Another thing you can do is to be humble and listen to advice and not snap at people when they try to help.<br />.<br />.<br />Of course... the above is just an example, an analogy of a past present and future. Any resemblence to any situation that is happening is purely coincidental... *grinz*<br />.<br />.<br />*puts arms on hips* What? i didn't do anything wrong. No, not what you are thinking. Not refering to anyone in particular. Puh-leez... i'm not a meanie or a person who deflames a person on my blog. haha... erm yar! That's right... *whistles & twiddles fingers*<br />.<br />.<br /><em>"Your stand on being conservative may not be shared by all. Learn to accept other's point of view"</em><br /><em></em>.<br />.<br />Another issue i want to contemplate. Is it wrong to be conservative in this rapidly becoming shameless world? Ok... shameless may be a bit too harsh... how about the term everyone is using... "Open"<br />.<br />.<br />Being open is just a mask... face it. The reason why skirts are getting shorter and blouses tighter... not mentioning shirts getting tighter for certain male individuals... or should i say undecided individuals, is the very same reason why there are incidents like the NYP sex scandal. Face it. Society is getting out of hand with their "openess". So throw out the old dusty book called conservatism? I would say that i'd like to be conservative.<br />.<br />.<br /><br />*activates paternal instincts*<br />.<br />.<br />I would not want my daughter to be involved in scandals. I would not want my daughter to come home late at night in a micro mini leather skirt, tube top and black nails and 9inch stilletoes... ok exaggerated... but yeah u get the point. i bet you wouldn't want that too right? So what is society teaching nowadays? I'm still trying to figure that out.<br />.<br />.<br /><br /><em>"Nature or Nurture?"</em><br />.<br />.<br />The age old thought tussle... Nature or nurture? Is a genius a genius by nature? Seems so? But what about geniuses like Albert Einstien? Wasn't he a genius only much later in his developmental cycle? Or what about "du yan long" (one eyed dragon)? Murderer from birth? or nurtured into a killer? What about child prodigies? They seem to be geniuses from birth... Its a cycle i tell you... we'll never figure it out.<br /><em></em>.<br />.<br /><br /><em>His thoughts are higher than our thoughts and His ways are higher than our ways... </em><br /><em></em>.<br /><em>And God created man in His own image...</em><br /><em></em>.<br />Guess we'll never know...<br />.<br />.<br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/1991/115/1600/TASboyz.jpg"><img style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/1991/115/320/TASboyz.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />.<br />I present to you... The TASboyz... The latest craze to hit the shores of Singapore ever since... erm... The Backside Walls? From the sunny island of Sentosa... comes... the TASboyz...<br />Form left to right... Alan the natural harmonizer (ask him why... *snickers*), Justin the dialect specialist and singer to the band, Nathaniel, the singer and guitar player, Peter, the dancer? ( i don't know man... that's just weird) and lastly Rusty! I mean Tian! The guitarist, drummer and bassit...(don't ask me how he does it, he just does...*does a revi nair* Look out for their CD coming in Fall 2300!<br />.<br />.<br /><br />Lastly...Its the long awaited return of the TOP !) LIST!!!<br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;">Blog Manager: OIE! Typo lar!</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;">Blogspot: Sorry... same rules apply in typing...</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;">Me: They should have a button that allows shift to be presed and numbers to come out... see lar malu already... zzz...</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;"></span></em>.<br />.<br /><em>Ok... lets try that again...</em><br /><em></em>.<br />Lastly... Its the long awaited return of the TOP 10 List!!!<br />.<br /><strong>.</strong><br /><strong>Top 10 Titles for a doomed song.</strong><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;">(*drumroll*)</span></em><br />.<br />.<br />10. I'm in love with your father-- Sung by: INpain<br />.<br />.<br />9. I wanna grow fat and you-- Sung by: Adam "IloveMacdonalds" Sandler<br />.<br />.<br />8. Gimme one more bite-- Sung by: 300Degrees in the deepfryer<br />.<br />.<br />7. Nose-digger-- Sung by: Kaya South<br />.<br />.<br />6. He will be gloved-- Sung by: Molest 5<br />.<br />.<br />5. My Bumps-- Sung by: The White Uni-ed P's<br />.<br />.<br />4. Waxified-- Sung by: Fort Siloso<br />.<br />.<br />3. Wake me up when the song ends-- Sung by: Ang-Mohs who call themselves Green...<br />.<br />.<br />2. You are ker Ugly-- Sung by: Look in the Mirror Blunt<br />.<br />.<br />1. You say it best when you are diam (techno version)-- Sung by: Me...<br /><br />Ok... not an amazing list... but well... i was tired and i tried... Have a nice week...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13165754-114062687621313973?l=obviangel.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Nathanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02846240534064742166noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13165754.post-1140280178886444732006-02-19T00:27:00.000+08:002006-02-19T00:29:38.896+08:00Just finished watching Kate & Leopold... ok i'm a sucker for love comedies... haha... i just like to watch people i don't know fall in love... its a sweet feeling that you get, u know? haha...<br /><br />and then i started to do a ballroom dance impersonation... until i realised that i knew how to do it... and stopped. It reminded me of... of you...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13165754-114028017888644473?l=obviangel.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Nathanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02846240534064742166noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13165754.post-1140203117404346752006-02-18T02:32:00.000+08:002006-02-18T03:05:17.433+08:00Ok... owe ye all some pics from JamX that was a few weeks ago... we didn't win but boy did we have fun... Here are the pics... enjoy!<br /><br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/1991/115/1600/P2050011.1.jpg"><img style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/1991/115/320/P2050011.1.jpg" border="0" /></a><br />Carrie Chong and Me! Woo... Pre-show Banter...<br /><br /><img style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/1991/115/320/P2050013.jpg" border="0" /><br />Super Unglam... Just before our 1st Song...<br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/1991/115/1600/IMG_4412.0.jpg"><img style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/1991/115/320/IMG_4412.0.jpg" border="0" /></a><br />Playing and Singing our hearts out<br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/1991/115/1600/P2050019.jpg"><img style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/1991/115/320/P2050019.jpg" border="0" /></a><br />Ok... Unglam Shot again... This should be the slower song we did...<br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/1991/115/1600/P2050028.jpg"><img style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/1991/115/320/P2050028.jpg" border="0" /></a><br />Good Soup Official Hand Action...<br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/1991/115/1600/P2050037.jpg"><img style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/1991/115/320/P2050037.jpg" border="0" /></a><br />Good Soup Chilling waiting for results...<br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/1991/115/1600/P2050039.jpg"><img style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/1991/115/320/P2050039.jpg" border="0" /></a><br />This is still the most glam shot of the night...<br /><br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/1991/115/1600/GS%20LOGO.png"><img style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/1991/115/320/GS%20LOGO.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br /> GOOD SOUP RAWKS!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13165754-114020311740434675?l=obviangel.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Nathanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02846240534064742166noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13165754.post-1139866352266068072006-02-14T05:24:00.000+08:002006-02-14T05:32:32.280+08:00Its 5 in the morning and i can't sleep... thinking about stuff i guess...<br /><br />"Nan Zi Han Da Zhang Fu, Na De Qi, Fang De Xia" That's what the chinese say... *ponders... then shrugs* but well when it comes to the part on emotions, who can dare say that they are able to put down a feeling as readily as it arises? I'm only human.<br /><br />Its V'day, what have your done for a loved one? Or a friend? Or me? haha... kidding... Guys, please be gentlemen and send your other halves home tonight k? haha... And be nice to the guys girls... For us singles... lets go crash some couple-time!!!<br />OR,<br />You can be like me, studying the day away... Wanted to have a bachelor's day out... guess that's burned too... Wonder if i'll get withdrawal symptoms tommorrow... 1 day without WOW...<br /><br /><em>"There's a light in your eyes that i used to see,</em><br /><em>there's a place in your heart that i used to be,</em><br /><em>Was i wrong to assume you were waiting for me,</em><br /><em>There's a light in your eyes,</em><br /><em>Won't you keep that light burning for me..."</em><br /><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;font-size:85%;"><em>Painful to hear... but all the more meaningful</em></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13165754-113986635226606807?l=obviangel.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Nathanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02846240534064742166noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13165754.post-1139814712798225032006-02-13T15:02:00.000+08:002006-02-13T15:11:52.810+08:00<em>"I'm not here to say i'm sorry, </em><br /><em> i'm not here to lie to you,</em><br /><em> i'm here to say i'm ready</em><br /><em> that i've finally thought it through.</em><br /><em></em><br /><em> I'm here to say i love you</em><br /><em> I'm not giving up, oh no...</em><br /><em> I'm here to win your heart and soul...</em><br /><em> That's my goal..."</em><br /><em></em><br />Beautiful song don't you think? The lyrics are in my opinion what guys should really feel and think through before going into a relationship. Sadly, i haven't lived up even to my own expectations. *shrugs* I'm not a perfect person, there's many things i wish i didn't do... haha... going into a lyrical mood.<br /><br />Well its a monday afternoon, bright, hot and sunny. I've a week to my papers and i've not touched a single subject on the list. Sadly, i'm gonna be debarred from one paper, due to my own negligence. *Argh!!* Sighs... hopefully i'll get thru the supp paper or not its bye bye education. How fares your studies? Are you still sleeping late and waking up early? Sleeping at 10 and waking at 3 to study? Please don't overexert yourself ok? As a dear dear friend i don't want you to fall sick and not be able to recover in time for papers... take care k?<br /><br />Well, lots of things happened recently. Jam X finals came and went, managed to get into the top 8, but we got knocked out in the finals due to several reasons that i've come not to blame myself about. We're still gonna record and EP after papers... i hope it'll be good. :) Good Soup still rawks my socks. We had fun and that's what we wanted to do.<br /><br />Well... finally i've updated. And won't be updating in a while. I think... *shrugs*<br />Haha...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13165754-113981471279822503?l=obviangel.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Nathanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02846240534064742166noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13165754.post-1137780799644958902006-01-21T02:10:00.000+08:002006-01-21T02:13:19.670+08:00I love anonymous taggers. Epecially those that try to show how "atas" they are and flame you in your own tagboard. I like to prove them wrong. It brings great pleasure in re-suaning them and play their game. So fun. haha... feel free to flame me. I like to rebutt your comments.<br /><br />On a heavier note. I hope that you understand... but somethings no matter how i try to explain will never be clear. I'm sorry that i have to do that... i will not forget everything that happened, but i will never look back again. Remember the promise. And yeah... you're right... its over for us... but not over for me and you.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13165754-113778079964495890?l=obviangel.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Nathanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02846240534064742166noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13165754.post-1136735800910769062006-01-08T23:55:00.000+08:002006-01-09T00:36:42.376+08:00So its a new year again... ok so this post is late by 8 days... going 9... so what? sue me... haha... you can't cos this is my personal space... well lets just contemplate the year like any normal person would do.<br /><br />(Credits Roll for 2005)<br />The year started off... erm ok... and then the year came to the middle... and school started again... then erm... ok so i can only remember the year in general...<br />*starts singing "ji ba ban"*<br />Yeah if i had a million bucks what would i do...<br />Ok this is getting redundant... just a funny post with no meaning...<br /><br />Lets get serious...<br /><br />Really i mean it...<br /><br />ok...<br /><br />Now... lets talk about the year...<br />2006... a whole new year of opportunities for everyone. New years are cool to me cos tey signify new beginings for me... The old is put behind and a new page is turned for brand new sensations, excitements and experiences. This year would be a milestone for me as i turn 19 and turn 9 in church and signify a coming of age for me. DON'T ASK ME WHY. cos i don't know also.<br /><br />New year new freshies.<br />OTC just went past in a flash and now everyone's gearing up for FOW/FOC AY2006, WAR OF THE INSECT KINGDOM!!!! ok so i gave the camp a name... bleah. My very own empire is named after one of the deadliest of em all... *drum roll* THE CENTIPIDE!!! erm... is that the right spelling? haha... well we are and will be the best empire! Cos.... IT IS TIME!!! IT IS TIME FOR CENTIS TO SHINE!!! <= sung in tune with "One Small Umbrella" Yes yes its by me and alan... who else right? haha... now the challenge is using "Ji Ba Ban" to make a cheer... yes... its a daunting task but never fear... me and alan will take it straight on! now with the addition of Eddie Teo Wee Po... eh wait... scrap that... i meant EDDIE TEO BAO FA! haha... personal attack... and Beatrice and Yee Ping... we are invincible! wahahaha.... One Package! haha... now we're gonna gear up for the FOW/FOC for the WAR OF THE INSECT KINGDOM!! ok... i shall stop that... sounds corny... Centis Centis is the best, Poison all the Rest. *ROFL* my tribute to alan...<br /><br />Ok... Moving on...<br /><a href="mailto:Will@TP">Will@TP</a>... Dr. William Tan came down to set a new world record and did it... I WAS THERE TO MAKE IT HAPPEN!!! I even performed k... haha... thankew those who came down to support the performance... Special thanks goes out to gennymoo who was there thruout to support me and even sacrificed going home just to watch me... *aww* that's really sweet of you ok? hee... remind me to thank you personally... *grinz* anyway... had fun slacking in school watching people run and perform... and practice... and watching a dear someone and getting pissed at the ill treatment she gets... *grrr* luckily i promised you that i won't trash him... or not ar... wah... he mati already... haha...<br /><br />ok... in closing...<br />What are you gonna do for the year ahead? 365 days in a year. Don't waste it. Do something that you've always wanted to do. Don't waste a moment in regret and loss... Every moment passed is a moment past. It never comes back again. Don't waste life away.<br /><br />And for the fans this one is for you guys and gals:<br />presenting....<br /><br /><div align="center">Top 10 Things</div><div align="center">You can do to get bad attention </div><div align="center">from someone in Camp.</div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center">10. Keep saying "Lets take a moment of silence" at any dead creature.</div><div align="center">9. Look like someone from the same empire. (Hint: I'm sorry i've offended you...)</div><div align="center">8. Catch a Koi for the station master when asked for a task during the oracle guessing</div><div align="center">7. Telling your FA that playing games at clinics is a bad idea.</div><div align="center">6. Making horrible cheers out of A-grade raps</div><div align="center">5. Make everyone hate you due to silly comments.</div><div align="center">4. Single yourself as a candidate to be the next BIG THING</div><div align="center">3. Tell people that your group sucks when you just sat down with them</div><div align="center">2. Be an ass when it comes to games. Nobody wants to work with losers. </div><div align="center">*its the basic rule of survival dude*</div><div align="center">.</div><div align="center">.</div><div align="center">.</div><div align="center">.</div><div align="center">1. I am the next President of the Students Union and i will be the best there is.</div><div align="center">*nuff said*</div><div align="left"> </div><div align="left">Well... i just drank a mouthful of water laced with rat glue... hope i'll be fine... *shrugs*</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13165754-113673580091076906?l=obviangel.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Nathanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02846240534064742166noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13165754.post-1134312404532775062005-12-11T22:42:00.000+08:002005-12-11T22:46:44.553+08:00I sometimes wonder about the thin fine line between innocence and stupidity... really... i honestly can tell u that someone i know i treading the line that the decisions this person's making is very dubious. I'm sorry but sometimes i wonder why u do these things and still say that u wanna change and be alright. Taking drastic measures to avoid the issue but yet still flirting with the danger by hanging around the issue the next minute. Is it pure innocence? not knowing what will happen if u do it? Or are u just being plain silly? Courting hurt and disaster again, ON PURPOSE??? I don't know anymore... I just wonder on your behalf. *shrugs*<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13165754-113431240453277506?l=obviangel.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Nathanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02846240534064742166noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13165754.post-1134094846852677542005-12-09T10:18:00.000+08:002005-12-09T23:34:00.090+08:00<a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/1991/115/1600/mosaic-0083.jpg"><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/1991/115/320/mosaic-0083.jpg" border="0" /></a><br />I had a great night last night. It was the Chef's Association Dinner &amp; Dance. I brought moo moo along... haha... getting all excited at ther first time going to an event like that with guys... haha... IJ school... zzz... haha... but well it was a fun infested night, to near falls with alcohol, drag performances... "you make my soul on fire, frrr" *shudders* i'm glad enojyed urself ger... haha... i enjoyed myself throughly... even though the food this year wasn't as good... haha... :D<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13165754-113409484685267754?l=obviangel.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Nathanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02846240534064742166noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13165754.post-1132415453778848092005-11-19T23:43:00.000+08:002005-11-19T23:50:53.796+08:005 Random things about me... (from imoto's blog)<br /><br />1. obviANGEL is acutally Nathaniel on my phone... dunno why but its like that... typed my name and obviANGEL pops up... strange, but true...<br /><br />2. i dislike ppl spelling my name with an "e" behind... makes me sound more like a girl... jodine... ugh....<br /><br />3. i have a soft spot for crying people. i hate to see ppl cry... i will tend to get drawn into the enotion as well... hmm...<br /><br />4. i hate celery. celery sucks... not nice man... like totally not nice...haha<br /><br />5. i like to have a quiet stroll in the park or somewhere and just reflect about life and the day... its really theraputic... :D<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13165754-113241545377884809?l=obviangel.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Nathanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02846240534064742166noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13165754.post-1132240729137982222005-11-17T23:10:00.000+08:002005-11-17T23:18:49.150+08:00Its over... gala night has come gone and celebrated... joyous overtones highlighted the evening as everyone geared up for our biggest performance yet... Apart from technical glitches, WE MADE HOME! It was a great run, for the cast, everyone fitting in the roles and exhuberant energy flowed from lips and actions packed more than just a punch. The male protagonist did a fine job since his last appearance and gave the audience a run for their money. I think I did a great job don't you think? *zooms out of self focus*<br /><br />okok... maybe you could find the loop holes... but well i'm convinced that i gave my all out there tonight and there's no mistaking it... i did well... heaps of "good shows" and " you did great" and "better than tuesday" came after the show, and handshakes of congratulations (not mentioning the hugs) were abundant. But i was not saited... where were the people i expected? were they here? i felt the waves of sadness and depression cover me... my parents came? didn't they?<br /><br />Sadly i faked a smile, the best backstage performance in my life as i fought back the pain and tears... how could they? was the thought running through my head... few could see through the smile and those who did came to comfort me... haha... thanks guys and gals... :D appreciate it...<br />took a ride home with CC... and the gals... Wanda even msged me from 2 gals down the right... so pai seh... asked aloud who is wanda... then *ahem* lo and behold... *cringes* thanks... you guys cheered me up...<br /><br />Upon reaching home... then i realised... they actually came... Thanks mum and dad... :D<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13165754-113224072913798222?l=obviangel.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Nathanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02846240534064742166noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13165754.post-1131905776716171972005-11-14T02:13:00.000+08:002005-11-14T02:16:16.726+08:00Production date is nearing... as trained and experienced as i may be in stage life, i am nervous! i don't want to screw the whole production up due to a missing line, action or not well delivered lines... *shivers* i'll go down in TP history... haha... "HALL OF SHAME" haha...<br /><br />i apologise for the lack of entries... super super mentally and physically fatigued... super tired lar... haha... gimme time to recover after this week... then it'll be back to studying hard and striving to be a DHL this semester! Constantly remind me k?<br /><br />I'll be back with more next time... :)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13165754-113190577671617197?l=obviangel.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Nathanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02846240534064742166noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13165754.post-1130988232249246722005-11-03T11:17:00.000+08:002005-11-03T11:23:52.260+08:00At the present moment, i'm back in Singapore, but my heart is in India... *sighs* i really really miss the place... love it there... The people are so nice and friendly, so unlike the everyone's out to cheat you mentality. I wish i was back there in Pst Tim's Apartment, where my giftings would be used to its max, and serving would be such a wonderful part and parcel of everyday life. *sigh* Home is where the heart is, not the body. In time, i will only be able to remember little and memories come from the photos that remain. Then, home will be Singapore. But for now, let me have a nice little dream of my home away from home.... in India... Vishakapatnam...<br /><br />Birthday's coming... haha... what do i wish for u might ask? Erm... nothing much, maybe a different me and more of Him in my life. I also wish for breakthrough in my struggles and well, my friends to be happy and their issues resolved. *beams* Of course my bros and sis and my cute little imouto, i wanna list you all out cos u are special in my life and u mean a lot to me. :)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13165754-113098823224924672?l=obviangel.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Nathanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02846240534064742166noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13165754.post-1129746814163810552005-10-20T02:11:00.000+08:002005-10-20T02:33:34.170+08:00I'll be leaving this sunday for India... Its gonna be a long trip, 10 days, but hopefully we'll all be back with more than we started out with and bring the people there more than we thought we could bring. If you guessed it by now, (or some of you already know) i'm going for a mission trip! My first time going so there's a great tinge of excitement to be able go! Looking forward to it. Just some shoutouts before i've left.<br /><br />Alan: By the time u read this its either too late or something. But oh well, i'll miss u and hope to get out with u and tat soon.<br /><br />Tat: DOTA when i'm back with the rest of the gang? haha... dude take care of urself and my little sis k? haha... u the most street wise one so i know u'll be alright... haha... miss u like i'll miss alan. Lets get out soon.<br /><br />Sher: I'll try to complete the songs as soon as possible... haha... but well hopefully i'll be back to torment u as ur twinnie. Go bowling we shall soon. Take care of urself ok? Miss you loads too.<br /><br />Angel: You'll see me on sunday so i'll prolly talk to you then. Bring tissue... haha... Just in case you forget what we will talk about on sunday, i summarise here. I will miss u my stupong sister! I never treated u as a brother. You're a sister and i respect ur womanhoodness... something like that. And! I hope u make the right decision and take the right road in life. Take care!<br /><br />To my Imouto: Take care of urself hor... prolly won't be having another late night converstation when i'm gone... haha... take care of tat hor... haha...<br /><br />Gen 3 peeps: Hey all! Take care alright? I'll miss service and cell, but must be as vibrant and passionate about God. Not that i made a diff lar but well... haha PRESS ON PEEPS!<br /><br />Gen 2 peeps: You know who you are... haha... i'll miss you guys as i missed you all since i got transfered. Sometimes i still look back and use teachings and experiences to learn and teach.<br /><br />GCAM: You guys won't prolly meet any time soon, but i'll be back with more props and ideas! Here's an idea. Pray as a ministry. That's what the M in GCAM means. Ministry. :D<br /><br />Yue Hua Niang Niang & Bang Pai: Hey gals... i don't know how many of u still come here, but take care of urselves. Enjoy what's left of the hols and cherish friendships. :)<br /><br />Tanya: I know u don't come here, but just in case u do and find ur name missing and start bitching about it, haha... kidding, I'll miss u and the musical team and yes, i'll buy u ur bangles... haha...<br /><br />To the rest of the people who come here: Take care and even though you name not mentioned, in my heart u will be. Love u deep deep!<br /><br /><em>"If there are 9 million bicycles in Beijing, why in the world are people still starving in China?"</em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13165754-112974681416381055?l=obviangel.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Nathanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02846240534064742166noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13165754.post-1129228308796418542005-10-14T02:27:00.000+08:002005-10-14T02:31:48.803+08:00Love takes its toll and the death count? Millions. Millions of people fall out of love a year only to find strength to get back in. But is love really all that matters? I know people find security and warmth in a partner but is it a sure thing that you'll be comforted and secure?<br /><br />Love has its flip sides as well. It may be all lovey dovey at first but sometimes things go wrong and you feel the pain as the once treasured thing called "love" slips through your fingers and you tell yourself that that treasure is not treasure at all... what a role reversal.<br /><br />As i wait out the time to go to GongShan Primary later in the morning, around 5 i have to leave, i want to type down this in memory of those who have loved and lost, lost and found or have yet to find. You have someone out there for you. To those i have let down, i will never forget you. You are a battlescar that i wear in my heart till this day. No, its not a bad thing. :)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13165754-112922830879641854?l=obviangel.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Nathanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02846240534064742166noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13165754.post-1129041973070856322005-10-11T22:42:00.000+08:002005-10-11T22:46:13.100+08:00She left today. I'm rather worried about her... Last time i saw her she was an emotional wreck, blaming herself for mistakes. Its not her fault. We're all getting somewhere and well it takes time... Sigh... i wonder how she's doing over there. Hope she's much better. The only thing i have to hang on to is a sms from her this morning.<br /><em></em><br /><em>Girl, if you're reading this, which i think u won't, i'll always be here fer ya k? Its not ur fault and i know it takes a lot from ur ego to not be able to match up but we're all on a journey. We all gotta start somewhere and we get to the end somewhere when production date is up. I miss you loads and hope you're fine over there. take care of urself. </em><br /><em></em><br /><em> - Your STARfish</em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13165754-112904197307085632?l=obviangel.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Nathanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02846240534064742166noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13165754.post-1128960121009957652005-10-10T23:56:00.000+08:002005-10-11T00:02:01.016+08:00Have you ever been in a state where u want to cry, your insides are telling you that you need to cry, but nothing comes out? Have you been in such a painful situation?<br /><br />Rehearsal went badly today. I hate today's rehearsal... it was terrible... i hated it... couldn't get the lines, the feelings, the emotions... It was a disaster... My poor girl couldn't take it also, she was also having a hard time... then she broke down and cried... I was on the verge of doing so myself... but i didn't i held on to my emotion... and now i'm typing this... i need to. I want to.<br /><br />Emotions are running wild in me now. I hate this feelings. I hate this emotion. Just let me cry it out. Let me release my tension. I have to. Why don't you just let me?<br /><br />Take care of urself. Don't lose ur voice in vietnam. From here, we must part and you must fly. Let me do what u did on my shoulder.<br /><div align="center"> </div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center">Cry.</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13165754-112896012100995765?l=obviangel.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Nathanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02846240534064742166noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13165754.post-1128892967062722882005-10-10T05:17:00.000+08:002005-10-10T05:22:47.070+08:00Once again its 5 something in the morning... i'm still awake even though i gotta wake up at 10 later... well... more or less its the same routine... But today's was a bit different.<br /><br />Was scanning through blogs for a good portion of the night... then i decided... "ah what the heck" and typed "jodin blogspot" on the google webbie... i was surprised at the searched google turned up... its amazing... u can find out who blogged about you! WOW!!! major ego booster... lol...<br /><br />then my attention turned to friendster... again... well, i was reminiscing again... went to the canoeing account... man... i tell you those days in canoeing will not be forgotten... the effort and the fun. Man... i miss it...<br /><br />Before the day is through i would like to take the opportunity to invite all of you reading this post to join with me and take sometime to remember our past, our present. Not dwelling on history, or being preoccupied with the current, but using these to build the future. What is your future?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13165754-112889296706272288?l=obviangel.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Nathanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02846240534064742166noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13165754.post-1128643409369191042005-10-07T08:01:00.000+08:002005-10-07T08:03:29.376+08:00My dogs are jealous of each other... its quite cute to see them fighting for attention... Oscar whines whenever he sees me... then elmo jumps on my leg... Oscar is a friendly dog. Elmo is rather mean to Oscar... he growls and bites him... so mean.. :( i hope they can get together soon...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13165754-112864340936919104?l=obviangel.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Nathanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02846240534064742166noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13165754.post-1128463253590192532005-10-05T05:53:00.000+08:002005-10-05T06:01:52.210+08:00Haiz... where's my dou jiang? Feeling rather lovelorn this rainy morning... singlehood is good... i know... but you know... its just one of those moments that u actually think about how life would be like with a certain someone... or someone who hasn't even crossed ur path yet... it may sound childish from me lar... but you know... it happens... haha... surfing around friendster again... (seems like i'm surfing friendster at this time every other night...) and saw ppl whom i knew, and yes... i've seen the people who i think are pretty, cute, potential yadayada... ok never mind... so i saw them and you know... i start to think and wonder if life would have been different if i had chosen to go with people whom i had a chance to instead of breaking off and be single... ( i apologise... to those who know what i mean) and yes, life would have been much much more different than now. Short term wise, i would have been happier in the physical and emotional but well... i know that there are prices to pay if i went down that path... prices i can't afford to pay... *laughs* sigh.... Sometimes don't u wish that life had a save button? Then we could try all the alternatives... and savour the moment... too bad it ain't like that... *shrugs*<br /><br />i'm leaving to india on the 23rd of oct... i really want to go... hope the money issue will be resolved... *prays*<br /><br /><em>Where's my dou jiang? I'm still searching for u....</em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13165754-112846325359019253?l=obviangel.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Nathanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02846240534064742166noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13165754.post-1128363630496888262005-10-04T02:12:00.000+08:002005-10-04T02:20:30.503+08:00Ok... This post is titled after a Final Fantasy 7 Soundtrack... Ok maybe i might be a little ffanatical (just to let u know... the double "f" was intentional). Down to business, to my thoughts.<br /><br />Many ppl i thought didn't know are reading my blog! haha... i'm not being delusional! i'm serious! even my cell leader reads my blog... (even though she thinks my posts very duh... (-_-'') haha...) well... that's cool... i like freedom of opinions... but... tag next time u drop by leh... haha...<br /><br />I got a new dog! We've decided to call him Elmo! Elmo and Oscar... Oscar is my siberian husky that if i mistreat i'll have to pay a $3k fine... Elmo the new kid on the block is a cute little jack russel! They don't intend to co-exist... but in future i do hope they do... lol!<br />Updates, Updates... Oh! Supp is over... Hope i pass! *crosses fingers*<br /><br />Here's a thought... What is the best gift, can u give to ur spouse?<br /><br />Go book tickets to Moon People Tp's 15th Aniversary Musical! 15th Nov! If u're not frm TP and wanna watch it, get someone from TP to book tix! Its Free!!! Come and see what u're missing! Limited Seats!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13165754-112836363049688826?l=obviangel.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Nathanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02846240534064742166noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13165754.post-1127838529960035012005-09-28T00:25:00.000+08:002005-09-28T00:28:49.960+08:00Ok... changed my skin again... thank you blogskins for provding me with the skin... haha... Finally got my hands on Final Fantasy 7: Advent Children. To all anime fans out there... GO GET IT!!! ITS INCREDIBLE!!! I watched it and got high... haha... The grpahics are... out of this world man... if u want it, you can ask me and me being a hardcore fan who want to help others on their way to fandom, i will burn u a copy of the show... haha...<br /><br />On request, i shall revamp my lists... watch out for new upcoming lists in future!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13165754-112783852996003501?l=obviangel.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Nathanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02846240534064742166noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13165754.post-1127771435145127972005-09-27T05:39:00.000+08:002005-09-27T05:50:35.156+08:00I'm losing viewership... so sad... my readers are diminishing... even the constant taggers are leaving... haha... so sad... well i blame it on laziness and the lack of creativity. Seriously.<br /><br />Ok... moving on... stop wallowing in self pity.<br /><br />What i want to talk about today is the fact that we never forget. Forget what? You might ask... Heres the thing. We never forget our romantic involvements.<br /><br />We are all human. I was just going through friendster (yes i have friendster) and going thru photos and friends of erm... friends... and came across my bud's "ex". Man, she matured a lot, and from what i see in the pictures anyone would describe a fox. Seriously. But then when i see her and think that way i think of my bud. Man, it must hurt so bad. Why?<br /><br />COS WE DON'T FORGET OUR PAST!<br /><br /> I look at pictures of my past and i reminisce about times that have gone past. And sometimes i do wish that i can go back to that point of time. sighs<br /><br />I believe that everyone has someone in their life that they want to forget and they can't. Cos they can't get over him or her. Which is heart wrenching. Cos that impedes the growth of a platonic friendship. Which in my opinion, is a one in a million chance of exisiting. But possible. I wish sometimes i could help. But wounds and sores go too deep for words to just offer mere comfort. *shrugs* One can only hope that life will go on for both of them. Which usually is the case for one side of the relationship. At least. But in everything we do, there is always a vicious cycle to it and yes, we get bitten in the behind again. Do you ever wish to be out of the darn cycle? I know i do.<br /><br />Next up, I look at successful relationships built on past failures. Did they forget their pasts? Certainly not. They have to remember what they have gone thru and get over it to get into another mess hoping that it will be a... a... a beautiful? mess? in the end. Erm... ok... i'm starting to lose credibility. I guess its because i'm too tired. *Yawns*<br /><br />Look at the time. The national anthem is about to play on the radio. Better get my shut eye and meet Mr. Zhou. Nights all...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13165754-112777143514512797?l=obviangel.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Nathanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02846240534064742166noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13165754.post-1127683804732629612005-09-26T05:27:00.000+08:002005-09-26T05:30:04.743+08:00Ok... sitting in front of my laptop half naked doesn't give u much more inspiration than being fully clothed. No its not what u think... i just don't have a shirt on that's all... Well the results for my papers are out... my results... erm... in my opinion suck lar... haha... Stupid Stupid Accounts fail... then gotta take a supp... darn... but the good thing is that i got what i wanted... a Z for Culi Science... *beams* so proud of myself...haha... but i gotta buck up on my other subjects... sigh... Wish me luck...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13165754-112768380473262961?l=obviangel.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Nathanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02846240534064742166noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13165754.post-1127335210028746372005-09-22T04:32:00.000+08:002005-09-22T04:40:10.036+08:00Something Inspiring to think about... credits to Pravsworld.com.<br /><br />Today is a new day.<br />Many will seize this day.<br />Many will live it to the fullest.<br />Why not you?<br /><br />I would prefer to be a honest faliure<br />Than to be a corupt success<br /><br />Before you speak, listen<br />Before you write, think<br />Before you spend earn<br />Before you criticise, wait<br />Before you pray, forgive<br />Before you quit, try<br /><br />In search of me, i discovered truth<br />In search of truth, i discovered love<br />In search of love, i discovered God<br />In search of God, i have found everything<br /><br />As we sail thruough life,<br />Don't avoid storms and rough waters<br />Just let it pass<br />Just sail<br />Always remember, calm seas never make skillful sailors.<br /><br />People will forget what you said<br />People will forget what you did<br />But<br />People will never forget how you made them feel.<br /><br />Beginning Today,<br />Treat Everyone you meet<br />as if they were going to be dead by midnight<br />Extend to them all the care, kindness<br />and understanding you can muster,<br />and do it without any thought of reward.<br />Life will never be the same again.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13165754-112733521002874637?l=obviangel.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Nathanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02846240534064742166noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13165754.post-1127238679890077182005-09-21T01:42:00.000+08:002005-09-21T01:51:19.903+08:00Hi guys and girls! I've finally come out of my seclusion period! haha... and yes i've come out for the better. Learnt many things during this get away to myself. Decided where i should be at the moment in my life and where i have to be in the next years. Ok... here's what i've learnt in a nut shell.<br /><br />1. Don't get mad. Learn and choose to be happy. Life if about choices. If it doesn't look good now, its probably because of a bad choice. When it comes your way, make the right choice. Things will get better.<br /><br />2. Forgive and forget. Harbor no grudges. Grudges only serve to make you angry and bitter. Life's too short to remember petty feuds. Smile and the world smiles with you.<br /><br />3. Help someone out. You never know when you'll need helping. It makes you feel good to help someone. When you're down and when you help someone, your mood changes considerably. Try it.<br /><br />4. Even when you feel alone, there is someone thinking of you and keeping you in their heart out of concern and love. You are never alone.<br /><br />5. Believe. Whatever that you may believe in, believe with all your heart. I've made the best decision in my life to believe in Jesus. What about you? What do you believe in? Faith gives you a hope. Faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of the things not seen.<br /><br />What are you doing with your life? Where are you going along this road? Something to ponder about... Cheers!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13165754-112723867989007718?l=obviangel.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Nathanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02846240534064742166noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13165754.post-1126862324273474352005-09-16T17:16:00.000+08:002005-09-16T17:18:44.276+08:00I Don't Wanna Be<br />Gavin DeGraw<br /><br />I don't want to be anything other than what I've been tryin to be lately<br />All I have to do is think of me and I've peace of mind<br />I'm tired of looking 'round rooms wondering what I gotta do<br />Or who I'm supposed to be<br />I don't want to be anything other than me<br /><br />This is what's important in life. Be yourself. Don't die a copy of someone. You are unique in your own special way.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13165754-112686232427347435?l=obviangel.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Nathanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02846240534064742166noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13165754.post-1126858892686286312005-09-16T16:15:00.000+08:002005-09-16T16:21:32.693+08:00When does eye candy become obsession?? i had dreams of my eye candy last night... scary huh? i can remember it so clearly, as though it really happened... It was so real to me that even comments and remarks made by the people in the dream were so spontaneous... amazing... but it ended on a wrong note, as though heralding the ending in reality... Incredible... but how i wish it ended better... sigh... but wel my eye candy's attached... i think... hey dun blame me lar... i'm just a boy looking at a girl asking her to love me... but u know... i don't wanna be alone anymore...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13165754-112685889268628631?l=obviangel.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Nathanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02846240534064742166noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13165754.post-1126725561949634082005-09-15T03:17:00.000+08:002005-09-15T03:19:21.950+08:00I'm not going to be easily found this holiday. I'm going into seclusion. I've caught a new virus. Its called distrust. Selective phone calls will be answered. Selective messages will be replied. This blog will still be in function. I won't be as frequent on msn. Goodbye.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13165754-112672556194963408?l=obviangel.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Nathanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02846240534064742166noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13165754.post-1126725012060172412005-09-15T03:09:00.000+08:002005-09-15T03:16:21.086+08:00*Warning. This post will contain certain things that you do not need to know and will shock you in one way or another. The something big is happening. And it begins with me. You were prewarned.*<br /><br /><br />I have felt betrayal. In the form of friends. I trusted them lived with them. Maybe i thought wrong. Maybe i wasn't a friend to them in the first place. But i don't for once doubt that i considered you all as friends. This is going to be hard for me to say. I never once did like to hate anyone. Only when situations called for it. I remember the times we used to share. Times when we had fun. Then the cracks started to show. Jealousy reared its ugly head. So did anger. What have i done or you done? That is a question that you must ask yourself. The cold steel of a knife in the back. Ironic. After all that i've tried to do. I was repaid.<br /><br />Just kidding. I'm just being paranoid. And now you start to question my credibility. *shrugs*<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13165754-112672501206017241?l=obviangel.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Nathanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02846240534064742166noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13165754.post-1126631034568456392005-09-14T00:46:00.000+08:002005-09-14T01:10:12.026+08:00Ok... New new skin... Kinda like it... But well the challenge of getting it to work is becoming lesser... No sense of accomplishment... So sad... Ok I apologies if I scared u readers with my very scary entry. It was a tumoultous time at home and in my life. I will not come back to that episode unless provoked. Sorry guys... haha... okok... now for the happy stuff... tonight the list makes another appearance on obviANGEL's blog...<br /><br /><strong>Top 10 things to say to your girlfriend, aka surefire ways to get ditched.</strong><br /><strong></strong><br />10. Honey, this year we'll spend our aniversary... WATCHING THE EPL SOCCER FINALS!!!<br />9. Darling, i know that you need this, so i got it for you. A new pair of JEANS!!! 5 sizes bigger! Happy birthday!<br />8. Dear, we've got a son! (Reply: But i'm not pregnant...) Erm... I know...<br />7. Baby, i bought you a new book to read! How To Get Over Someone For Dummies!<br />6. Hi baby! Have you met my new boyfriend?<br />5. Erm... honey bunch? i've got an obsession with your mum's underwear...<br />4. But sugar puff the women's beach volleyball's showing on ESPN... Can i watch it before we sing ur birthday song?<br />3. Hey fatty! *use at least 50m away*<br />2. FuzzyBunny...Have you ever thought of going for this? *points to breast enlargement ad*<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />1. ZzzzZzzzzZzzzZ.... (Reply: Wow... *pant* Wasn't that just fantastic? *pant*) ZzzzZzzzZzzzZ...<br /><br />Believe me, it was harder to think of the names for the girlfriends...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13165754-112663103456845639?l=obviangel.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Nathanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02846240534064742166noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13165754.post-1126550872694140592005-09-13T02:41:00.000+08:002005-09-13T02:47:52.700+08:00Sometimes i wanna kill you. Cos i hate you. Cos i hate the things you say and do. But yet i cover this fact up with tact and ironic compliments. You ask me if i'm fine. I'd rather that you leave me be. Perhaps someday you'll find a dagger sticking from your back. Only to find me slipping silently into the shadows... You will never know. Till its too late. Don't tear the people who care away from yourself. You'll find yourself standing where the ground is hostile and enemies stand all around. Don't attempt to figure who i am talking about. You will just know. Don't ask me about it. I will cover my act up. You will not know. You will not have to know. Maybe this is the side that i saw. And learned to hate, love and hate again. To you whom i call kindred, i wish that you'd not underestimate my wrath. I warn you. I can be very dangerous if angered. To hell if you are actually knowledgable in the ways of the world. Death comes to all who walk on this earth. Death comes to the proud and haughty then to the meek and lowly. Watch your back. One day. One day.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13165754-112655087269414059?l=obviangel.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Nathanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02846240534064742166noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13165754.post-1126206680974723042005-09-09T03:04:00.000+08:002005-09-09T03:11:20.980+08:00Title: Hate to See you Cry<br />Composer: obviANGEL<br /><span style="font-size:85%;">obviANGEL Inc. 2005</span><br /><br />Tears are streaming down ur face<br />life has come to waste<br />love has eluded ur grasp<br />It has come to this<br /><br />the glass upon ur wrist<br />ur blood upon the sink<br />tears are streaming down ur face<br />is this the best way to end this?<br /><br />Things happen<br />For a reason they do<br />everything will be alright<br />just put ur trust in me<br /><br />Think of the people<br />the tears they will cry<br />The vicious cycle<br />People who care<br />Do you still care?<br /><br />Turn back and put it down<br />Things will start to turn around<br />Life may not be colourful<br />Cos the tears that are streaming<br />Makes the colour run<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13165754-112620668097472304?l=obviangel.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Nathanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02846240534064742166noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13165754.post-1126025367065250652005-09-07T00:35:00.000+08:002005-09-07T00:49:29.163+08:00As Requested by fans of it... ITS BACK!<br /><br />Top ten list for the night. As everyone is so stressed, i shall do one on the exams and stress... Have a nice night and look out till friday...<br /><br /><strong>Top ten excuses when studying for exams</strong> (with help from shan wee)<br /><br />10. Lie that you went to your grandparents funeral during every subject. (use with discression. by right you should only have at most 4 of them)<br /><br />9. My dog ate my textbook. (Yar i'm sure he could digest the hard-covered version of Marketing for Hospitality and Tourism by Phillip Kotler)<br /><br />8. My house got burned down. I don't even have a home! (right... and you're wearing levis jeans and adidas shoes... magically appeared huh?)<br /><br />7. The was a rat infestation. The rats ran away with my notes! (now you know why rats live in pipes... its the engineering books i tell you...)<br /><br />6. My religious teacher told me to pray more as it makes me a better person. So i prayed the whole day... Didn't have enough time to study.<br /><br />5. The door to my room was stuck! I couldn't pull it open! (erm... did u try pushing it open?)<br /><br />4. I got captured by aliens! I tell you they did something to me! (someone please call the IMH...)<br /><br />3. I couldn't study the notes. I burned it and drank it. (that explains the bloated stomach...)<br /><br />2. I accidentally burned my notes away during the 7th month... sorry ar... (right......)<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />AND THE NUMBER #1 SPOT TODAY IS.....<br /><br />1. *raises arm to mouth* <em>I was working in BK...</em> (muahahaha.... i think only alan and tat will understand)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13165754-112602536706525065?l=obviangel.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Nathanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02846240534064742166noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13165754.post-1126023343868475962005-09-07T00:05:00.000+08:002005-09-07T00:15:43.876+08:00Studying sucks... we're all falling sick due to the bloody stress derived from studying. Can't stop studying, cos if we do, we'll have to study some more. Which of course. SUCKS EVEN MORE. Erhem... sorry for my outburst. I guess i've been really really cranky and eccentric these few days. From having random conversations with people and being a totally jerk when the circumstances require that i be a nice gentleman. HAHA... i enjoy being myself again... WHEN WILL THE MADNESS END!!! Waiting patiently for Friday. FRIDAY IS THE END OF EVERYTHING TO DO WITH STUDYING! (provided that i don't get a supp... UGH!)<br /><br /><br />On a more serious note. My circle of friends are becoming more pessimistic. Could be the exams and stress, but i do wish to see the people that i once knew as ppl who were optimistic, cheery and all out for something that they once believed in. I don't appreciate ppl who water down their faith, or for that matter water down other ppl's faith. I believe in things you don't. Lets leave it that way. I won't not believe cos u don't. It would be just courteous not to insult or dessecrate what I believe in. Thank you very much.<br /><br />Buck up. or shut up. *muffled voice* <em>one bk whopper meal king size. coke change sprite. onion rings. no lettuce extra cheese. </em><br /><br />Note to self: I like macadamia nuts. If i ever went nuts, i'd be a macadamia nut. Everybody loves macadamia nuts. If so happens you don't like them, screw you. You aren't everybody. There are still people who love macadamia nuts. Macadamia nuts can be eaten both salty and sweet. This makes it a invaluable and expensive snack that tastes wonderful and has that added cruch in your mouth.<br /><br />Right... i think i am going insane. Call the nut house! "Daddy i want a squirrel..."<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13165754-112602334386847596?l=obviangel.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Nathanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02846240534064742166noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13165754.post-1125503806082259692005-08-31T23:34:00.000+08:002005-08-31T23:56:46.090+08:00its time for a contemplative post. no jokes this time. obviANGEL is in a unsettled mood.<br /><br />have you wondered what its like to be on two sides of a coin? one side will always be crushed won't it? have you wondered if i was on one side of the coin? and the coin happens to mean a lot to me? the thumb that flips this coin is the threads that bind us together. I owe you guys alot... both emotionally and physically. but when u flip this coin because of a thought that u have, or by a feeling that you have, do you know that it affects me? have you ever wondered that how it affects me affects my whole perspective? I feel for both. I don't want to lose either one. Some words cut deep. Some words leave scars. I hope that sometimes i'm wrong... and sometimes i hope you're wrong. I doubt myself and want affirmation from someone. i find that in few. where was the thumb when i needed it?<br /><br />Don't speak words that are unnecessary. Don't lie to friends. Don't shut up when someone says bad stuff about your friends. Don't assume things. They don't turn out the way u want it to. Tolerate people. People tolerate you. Lose yourself once in awhile, you might find the part you never knew you had. Laugh. Laughter hides ur pain and releases hurts. Express yourself. Sometimes when you do, people understand you better. Listen to others. Your opinions can wait. Be what you want to be, not a fake photocopy of someone else. There is only one you. Use time wisely. Time is gone every second you're alive, be it doing something or not. Appreciate the things you have, not the things you don't. Don't envy people. It only serves to make you miserable. You may or may not find the right one in life. Treat the person that you have found as the one for you. You have already found the right one. Life comes in all shapes and sizes. Some get it better and some worse. Be glad that you have life. Problems come and go. But what u learn and take away from them stay with you forever. Pictures help you to remember people. People who are close to you need to be remembered. Sometimes in life you meet mean people. The percentage of you being remembered by them is small. Forget them and move on. Grudges and animosity are like fleeting romances. Let them go. Don't keep everything in your heart. Tell someone. You are likely to find answers in that someone rather than brooding over it. Friendships can last. If you want them to. Most are too lazy to do anything about it. Friends are not there 24/7. They are just a phone call away. Sticking to friends 24/7 drives them away. Everybody needs time for themselves. Take advice from people. Be humble. You have a lot to learn. You will never know everything. You will know more if u never stop learning. Procrastinating may work for you. Emergencies happen. Procrastinating may not work then. Unhappiness is an emotion. Choose to be happy. Anger is also an emotion. Choose to be happy. Happiness is an emotion. Be happy. Everday people come and go. Not everyday a person stays in ur heart. Treasure that person. Thoughts come and go. A thought that stays is worth writing down. No one is perfect. It doesn't hurt to keep moving onwards to be perfect. Perservere. You'll find perfection one day. Do what u know is right. Breaking laws are wrong. Finally. Be a man. Do the right thing. Spare the world another bout of bad news.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13165754-112550380608225969?l=obviangel.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Nathanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02846240534064742166noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13165754.post-1125501332851894112005-08-31T23:13:00.000+08:002005-08-31T23:15:32.876+08:00my world crumbles in a day... why am i affected so badly? why do have to be right? lets go back to this afternoon... when nothing happened...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13165754-112550133285189411?l=obviangel.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Nathanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02846240534064742166noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13165754.post-1125418167291981842005-08-31T00:04:00.000+08:002005-08-31T00:09:27.296+08:00Hmm... ok to settle some things... i gotta set some stuff straight. I don't have an obsession with fish. My character in the show may have one, but i don't. So stop saying that i have an obsession with them especially the breed that begins with A... i believe that i don't need to spell it out. And! We are just co-stars building or chemistry. STOP SAYING THAT WE ARE TOGETHER! lolz... I'm not actively looking for a partner just yet. I'm fine being alan's presumptuous gay partner for the time being. Dude... sorry but i'm gonna cramp ur style summore... lolz...<br /><br />Ok... and if Arrowana if u do ever come here, ur cover has already been blown... haha... i apologise... gommenasai!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13165754-112541816729198184?l=obviangel.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Nathanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02846240534064742166noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13165754.post-1125345130383233922005-08-30T03:36:00.000+08:002005-08-30T04:05:41.170+08:00It started as one of those day that you don't really want to wake up too... beginning of the study week, means lots of work and a darn stressful week. Well... it was a good day, but it didn't entail studying at all... feel quite guilty though... haha... ok... here's what happened...<br /><br />Early morning... around 2am... Me and Alan were fighting spiky porcupine creatures called caramels... i was smacking them with my chain flail and he was calling multiple firebolts from the sky... the silly critters didn't have a chance against the dynamic duo... suddenly, one caramel lunged at Alan, critically wounding him... i chanted a healing spell, but misfired, which got him killed... sadly... i warped back to Geffen in search for him. Communicating over a mental pathlink called a IGW (in-game whisper), i expressed my apologies and told him where i was... after much fighting and talking, i was weary... while looking for creatures to kill, i fell asleep. ok dumb dumb entry... ok start the entry proper.<br />so i kept falling asleep as we were playing so i told alan to let me sleep first. i went to sleep soon after instructing alan to help to give me a morning call. upon waking, i fell asleep. again. then when i woke up finally, i went online. chatted awhile with my golden arrowana... she was in sch doing work, and told me that she had to go to spotlight today... and asked me if i wanted to come along... haha.. she went away for a while and i had to leave to meet alan and the rest at clarke quay... so i told her that i could prolly meet for din din and went offline... (so coward right?) haha... moments later she called back... said this "are you asking me out to dinner?" haha.... lolz... what do you think? so i told her sheepishly that yeah i am asking her out for dinner... and told her that i would call her later to tell her what time... so she said ok and then we hung up...<br />Took a cab to dhoby gaut and took a train down to clarke quay... met alan in his "tough guys wear pink" shirt... we went to settler's cafe! i so wanted to go there for so long! haha... went in... and they were still closed... like so malu lar... ok... everyone was gonna be late, so we went to eat at chinatown market! so many fond memories there... went back to the mrt station to meet tat... went back to settler's... i love the place lar... so fun... so many games... and good food too! went in and played many many games... i'm am so gonna make it my hangout from now on... i'm gonna be a member... haha... anyways... i really enjoyed the whole time there... then after that i went back to Plaza Sing to meet my golden arrowana... haha... she came with her bestie Amanda... ate at pastamania and then went spotlight... found out that arrowana is darn serious about her work... haha... her face looked so stressed... talked about friends and stuff... and u know what? amanda knows tat! from startbucks... haha... small world... went to sit outside PS cos Amanda wanted a fag... so we went out... found out that arrowana smokes... :( (p.s.:smoking is bad for u... smoking is a time bomb that slowly ticks. and when it explodes, you die. period) but she's quitting... for the sake of her voice... babe... u got a wonderful voice... dun spoil with with cigarettes... pls? haha... ok... we then went to sit at mos burger and at snacks and chatted summore... haha... then we all realised the time and they needed to go home... manda had to rush home... but couldn't get a bus... so i gave her 20 bucks to take a cab home... they we're so shocked that i actually did that... but hey... i'm just being me! Chivalry is not dead... didn't die with the knights... so after sending her off... i walked arrowana to her bus stop and her bus came almost instananeously... couldn't talk much... but well i was ok with it... haha... sent her up the bus and went home... when i reached the road my house was on, the whole road was dark... my house gate was open so i wondered what was going on. the whole estate was in a state of blackout... lolz.. after the PUB ppl came about 1/2 an hour later, power was restored to the neighbourhood... lolz... oh... and when i was sitting there in the dark i msged arrowana... she called back and said that she was freaking out due to someting that she dun wanna talk about... dun worry lar ger... when u wanna talk about it i'm here yar? haha... then she suddenly screamed into the phone and hung up... i freaked out alr... so worried... haha... called her back to no avail... power lar u... scare me until like taht... actually her comp got hacked or virus attempt... mouse moves on its own... haha... scary... poor arrowana cried lar... apparently she got submissions at 9am today... then her comp can't use then she confirm die... so arrowana was so stressed that she cried... poor thing lar... i can so understand... me being a nice co-star helped to give her solutions and help cheer her up... so finally she went to a friend's place to do her work... and she's still at it even as i type... poor arrowana can't sleep tonight cos gotta rush her work... haha... all the best... haha...<br /><br />Well.. that summarises the day... no top ten today... too tired... lolz..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13165754-112534513038323392?l=obviangel.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Nathanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02846240534064742166noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13165754.post-1125161980505050052005-08-28T00:50:00.000+08:002005-08-28T00:59:40.516+08:00sometimes you eed to keep quiet before people can appreciate you<br />sometimes you should not interupt. Listen and watch.<br />sometimes making useless comments make people upset. Watch what you say.<br />sometimes you're irritating and u don't know it<br />sometimes you think you're right. You're wrong to think that way.<br />sometimes you think you know everything. You don't. If you don't know why rabbits excrete pellets, deers excrete in the shape of sausages and elephants excrete in lumps don't talk to me, cos don't know shit.<br />sometimes you make ppl so frustrated just because you're being urself. if you go around and only one person has something against u, its probably the person. But if you go around and your only friend is urself, something is wrong with you.<br /><br />Today's top ten list.<br /><strong>10 Things to do when you are down.</strong><br /><br />10. Smile. The world is brightened by that one smile.<br />9. Laugh. Laughter is theraputic. Helps to relieve stress.<br />8. Call your best friend and tell him/her about it. Cry if you have to.<br />7. Cry it out. I advocate crying once in awhile. Its good for you. (remember to drink water to replenish the lost moisture)<br />6. Do something brainless. Like trying to do handstands.<br />5. erm... i'm out of ideas.... just kidding...<br />4. no seriously, i'm kidding!<br />3. i'm not out of ideas...<br />2. There's still one more!<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />1. Read this list. Need i say more?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13165754-112516198050505005?l=obviangel.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Nathanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02846240534064742166noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13165754.post-1124818727929749442005-08-24T01:22:00.000+08:002005-08-24T01:38:47.936+08:00<em>What has happened is not important. What matter is what you do after what happened.</em><br />I apologise for my absence and the missing top ten lists that i promised my avid readers. ok not that i have any lar, but yeah. Well... where to begin. Ok how bout here. Oscar ran away. To keep a long story short, i came home without keys, angry bro slammed gate open, oscar being an imbecile ran out. Me being the nicer owner, went to look for him. It being the silly dog, kept running away from the nice owner. Oscar ran into Katong Park and got lost, and i went home fuming and sad. Fought with my bro and some superlatives were exchanged. Whole family came to see the commotion and went to search for oscar. oscar was found in the end by my dad at east coast park. Smart dog, but stupid for running away. ok long story cut short. A nice summary. haha... ok next on the list. Sub comm training camp. It was ok. really. Moving on. next on the list... what? there isn't much to say. Other that the fact that "ahem ahem" is very pretty. Alan should know who i'm talking about. BUT... too bad she attached... lolz. okok... next... moving on. that's about as much as an update on recent happenings. oh yar one last thing, what i thought impossible has happened. What i've waited for has come true and i like things this way. No alan, i have not become a hunter 2 levels more... lolz. I hope things stay this way... :D<br /><br />OK! The part most of you have been waiting for. The Top Ten List! *plays fanfare*<br />Tonight's Top Ten List:<br /><strong></strong><br /><strong>10 things to do when you're tired and can't sleep</strong><br /><strong></strong><br />10. Write a top ten list on what to do to sleep<br />9. Stare into space and see how long u can last without blinking. You'll fall asleep soon enough.<br />8. Read someone who is tired and braindead's top ten list. (ugh... boring)<br />7. Listen to techno. Dance till you drop.<br />6. Jump up and down. It jolts ur body to wake up. or collapse. (whichever comes first)<br />5. Call Tat Ming and ask him to tell you about the 4th dimension or what is a blank.<br />4. Count sheep and name them. You'll fall asleep before you name the hundredth one.<br />3. Read "Applied Research" by Zhang Wei. Knockout.<br />2. Watch "Days of our Lives"<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />1. Go play Ragnarok Online. Sure won't sleep one. Muahahaha.... Certified Addict.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13165754-112481872792974944?l=obviangel.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Nathanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02846240534064742166noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13165754.post-1124387877766511852005-08-19T01:45:00.000+08:002005-08-19T01:57:57.773+08:00Blogging on my new laptop which is paid by a time bomb loan, which i have to repay when i graduate. haha... well... i guess that's how society works. they give you things and make u work to earn it. like respect.<br /><br />ok i know u all want it so bad... so here it is... (lolz)<br /><br />Tonight's Top Ten List:<br /><br /><strong>10 things to do when you are bored in the MRT.</strong><br /><strong></strong><br />10. Count the number of people who board the train before u get off.<br />9. Go "du du du du du" when ever the door closing annoncement sounds.<br />8. Jump up and scream bomb when the "du du du du du" sound goes off.<br />7. Strike up a conversation with the person sitting next to you. Freak him/her out by intoducing your "imaginary friend" to him/her.<br />6. Play scissors papers stone with yourself. Self Entertainment.<br />5. Count the number of times the same advert plays before you reach your stop. (only applicable to NEL, so Alan u can do this.)<br />4. Count down the number of stops before you reach yours. Shout "whoopee one down *number of stops* more to go!!!!"<br />3. Put a hat infront of you and start busking.<br />2. Start doing warm ups and when begin to jog up and down the train. If someone stares, turn and tell him/her "I'm multitasking. Saves me a lot of time." Be glad. You've just ran from HarborFront to Sengkang. WOW!<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />1. Pretend to sleep and irritate the crap out of the people sitting next to you! Everybody loves doing that don't they?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13165754-112438787776651185?l=obviangel.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Nathanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02846240534064742166noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13165754.post-1124297283742188322005-08-18T00:35:00.000+08:002005-08-18T00:48:03.750+08:00Ok... very tired, so i'll just have a short post. Went for culinary science deployment today... i really enjoyed myself... even though the work was backbreaking and the hours were long, i had fun. Chef Susie even sat me down and had a nice talk with me... enjoyed that... really. Jun... haha... finally managed to pass the stage with my help eh? hehe... wad to expect in return... hmm...haha...<br /><br />Ok... today's top 10 list... here goes:<br /><br /><strong>10 ways to tell someone that they're in your way.</strong><br /><strong></strong><br />10. Move elsewhere.<br />9. Move them elsewhere. By force of course.<br />8. Tickle them.<br />7. Pinch them.<br />6. (Sherry loves doing this) Bite them. *WARNING: If they are big and repulsive, and smell. Try to avoid doing this. For obvious reasons.*<br />5. Eat lots of garlic. Breathe in to face. Watch instant results.<br />4. Don't bathe for weeks. Test on obstructee. Change duration for more potency.<br />3. Yell "EXCUSE ME!!!", then look around and pretend that it wasn't you... Whistle if necessary.<br />2. Tell him/her that his/her shoelaces are undone. When they bend down, low-blow them. When the victim is groaning on the floor. Gloat and tell them that it was their fault for standing in your way.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />1. Shout. "LAI AH... AOU BUEH SHIO AH..."<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13165754-112429728374218832?l=obviangel.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Nathanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02846240534064742166noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13165754.post-1124209791907102952005-08-17T00:17:00.000+08:002005-08-17T00:29:51.913+08:00Went back to TP today... Felt loved. Really. I mean, walking through the SU lounge doors, being met with squeals from people who miss you, followed by hugs andhand slaps, like come on, anyone would feel loved. Ok maybe i'm being shallow here, but if you were there, you'd probably feel that way too. Saw the people that i meant to go back and see. Haha... missed you guys loads!!! Finally get to see you all again... Don't worry... i'll be back next thursday... WHY?? hehe... cos i've officially got the Lead Role in the TP musical!! Yay! Still can't really believe it... haha... but i guess i'll do my best and have no regrets. (p.s: i'm not being BHB, this is my blog so *pppfffftttttt* hehe) I all my buddies and frens can come and support... hehe...<br /><br /><br /><br />Well... I've decided to come up with obviANGEL's Top 10 List. Here goes...<br /><br />Things that need to be done before people take note of your blog<br /><br />10. Publicity Stunts and Gimmicks.<br />9. Hinting that you made one during lunch.<br />8. Hinting that you made one during dinner.<br />7. Leaving you blog address as your MSN nickname.<br />6. Print T-shirts saying "Tag Me" in the front and you blog address at the back.<br />5. Send mails to everyone regarding work and leave a link to your blog.<br />4. Just tell people about it.<br />3. Run around school tagging people. Then tell them that now they have to tag you at your blog.<br />2. Give assembly talks about blogging and tell them about your blog.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />1. DO NOTHING! You are already so famous that everything you do is being tracked by the media, NASA and the ever so popular stalkers. Have fun.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13165754-112420979190710295?l=obviangel.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Nathanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02846240534064742166noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13165754.post-1124125153764064632005-08-16T00:39:00.000+08:002005-08-16T01:00:38.033+08:00<div align="center"><strong>Darkness </strong></div><p align="center"><br />Night falls over my unsettled slumber.<br />Sheep i'm counting by the number<br />I start to ponder about life and death,<br />And fear starts to multiply if u can do the math.<br />Unwanted thoughts flood my head,<br />I start to wish that i were dead.<br />If i give in to these lies,<br />Then out the window i would probably fly.<br />Alas i turn and see the light,<br />The truth that leads me to make things right.<br />I realise that i still have power,<br />To bring back illumination in this hour.<br />Towards the answer i start to wander,<br />Reaching out i start to flounder.<br />I didn't know the solution would be so hard,<br />It seemed as easy as drawing a card.<br />How difficult could this job be?<br />Turning on the light switch so i can see?<br /></p><p align="right"><br />-Nathaniel Choo<br /><em>An adaptation from Limeric and Poise,</em><br /><em>A book unwritten yet</em> </p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13165754-112412515376406463?l=obviangel.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Nathanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02846240534064742166noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13165754.post-1123865572441774492005-08-13T00:46:00.000+08:002005-08-13T01:11:22.236+08:00Can two walk together unless they are in agreement?<br />But can there be a guarantee that there will be no conflicting ideals?<br />Can a broken thread be mended?<br />Or a wounded heart healed?<br />Can a friendship stand the test of time?<br />Or will time corrode the very principles we stand by?<br /><br />Why does everything have to come to an end? It was a fun and exciting 3 months... but yet here we are... straining to pull the fibres of this friendship together... Is it just us pulling? Why does every good thing end so quickly? Was Robert Frost stating a fact of life when he wrote "Nothing Gold Can Stay"? I hate to see things ending... I wish one day it would be normal again...<br /><br /><em>One Day...</em><br /><em></em><br /><em></em><br />Well both my bracelets broke... Both jun jun's and gayna's one... i hope this isn't a sign... :(<br /><em></em><br /><em></em><br /><em></em><br /><em></em><br /><em></em><br /><em></em><br /><em>Walking in the dark </em><br /><em>Scared to turn and look</em><br /><em>Reached for your hand for comfort </em><br /><em>But your touch eluded me</em><br /><em>Where have you gone? </em><br /><em>Or is it me who's lost?</em><br /><em>Find me... </em><br /><em>Find me and bring me </em><br /><em>To where you are...</em><br /><em>Hold my hands again</em><br /><em>Give me the strength to carry on</em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13165754-112386557244177449?l=obviangel.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Nathanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02846240534064742166noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13165754.post-1122555254337439422005-07-28T20:47:00.000+08:002005-07-28T20:54:14.343+08:00I honestly think you like him... i really do... i think that you like him more than a friend... that's really sweet... i mean like even though we know each other for so short a time, i think that its quite cool... haha... Jia you k? Don't give up easily... anything can look fer me... haha... that is if you know what or who i'm talking about... sorry guys... i left early because i couldn't really face the reality... or face her... i was tired and sad... i don't really understand why, but i was almost on the verge of tears... thanks tat for msging me and asking abt me... i appreciate your effort... haha... well... back to the main story... i've sorted my thoughts out already...<br /><br />I wish you all the best k? hope that your dreams and wishes come true! jia you jia you!! I hope that you all will be happy together... and hope that it might happen soon... He better treat u well.. haha... or not i box him! hehe... take care ger... don't hurt yourself k?<br /><em></em><br /><em></em><br /><em></em><br /><em>Even though it hurts to know that the guy u like isn't me... i wish u all the best... :)</em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13165754-112255525433743942?l=obviangel.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Nathanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02846240534064742166noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13165754.post-1122392373887705882005-07-26T23:33:00.000+08:002005-07-26T23:39:33.890+08:00You are a self conceited arse. You think you're great and mighty. You think you are better than others. You think that you're the best in everything you do. You think that you are a good example, and people worship the floor u walk on. You think that you can do all things. You think that you are a genius and don't need to bother yourself with studying. You think you can do anything if u wanted to, but you're just plain lazy to even attempt it. You think that everyone is so fond of you....<br /><br /><div align="center"> </div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center">You think WRONG</div><div align="left"> </div><div align="left"> </div><div align="left"> </div><div align="left">Yes... i am talking to you! stop looking around for a scapegoat. You can't deny the fact that you have at least 10 of these flaws! If not more! Stop being so arrogant! You've already made so many enemies? Why make more with this stupid attitude of being so proud? Its a real turn off u know that? Stop talking to a mirror too people might think that you are insane... I mean it. Stop talking to relfections in the mirror.</div><div align="left"> </div><div align="left"> </div><div align="left"> </div><div align="right"><em>-Confessions of a Psychopath</em></div><div align="right"><em>Talking to Himself, The Reflection</em></div><div align="right"><em>Author: Nathaniel J. C.</em></div><div align="right"><em>Publisher: Blogger.com</em></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13165754-112239237388770588?l=obviangel.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Nathanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02846240534064742166noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13165754.post-1122209150836508662005-07-24T20:42:00.000+08:002005-07-24T20:45:50.843+08:00i am officially pek cheked for the 5th day and running... i honestly think that some people are inefficient and disorganised! Can't do anything properly... i hate the working environment... not being informed properly, not being told of what's going on... i really think that i can't catch up with you all... can we get our act together? ineffective leadership? lolz... help me please... i'm am so gonna die...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13165754-112220915083650866?l=obviangel.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Nathanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02846240534064742166noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13165754.post-1121705429658319092005-07-19T00:49:00.000+08:002005-07-19T00:50:29.660+08:00You know how i wish that i could just cry it all out and it would all disappear... i hate these emotions and feelings... I just wanna cry it all out... and get back to them in the morning... lolz<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13165754-112170542965831909?l=obviangel.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Nathanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02846240534064742166noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13165754.post-1121705239543359602005-07-19T00:42:00.000+08:002005-07-19T00:47:19.550+08:00Haven't been updating... No mood also... Dunno why i've been this way... been feeling extrememly down recently, even cried when a joke kinda got too far with Linda... Linda-san! Sorry ar... didn't mean to scare u like that... Well... tat and alan? i think you're right... haha... right about what u said when we were walking to alan's place that night... haha... guess it'll never happen? even though i wished it would... *frustrated* haiz... dunno wads going on with me... i feel so weird and emotional... moody also... hope this ain't gonna last long... *prays*<br /><br />I wanna give a shoutout to the sisters of the moonflower sect! haha... one happy family eh? lolz<br />Star Cactus rawks!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13165754-112170523954335960?l=obviangel.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Nathanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02846240534064742166noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13165754.post-1119451928608451572005-06-22T22:36:00.000+08:002005-06-24T00:05:45.540+08:00This story used to make you cry, whenever i said it you would tell me not to, and tear after my telling of it. I used to ask you who you wanted to see before you passed on, who you'd like to see on your death bed. You would stop and think and name your close friends and family. Here's my side of the story... again.<br /><br />When i'm gonna die, and on my last breath, i would want to see many people.<br /><br />I'd definitely see my parents and siblings, my life was entrusted into their care and care they have showered on me... i would wish them well and tell them to take care when i'm gone.<br /><br />My closest pals. Tat, Alan. If i went on today, i would tell u guys that what's happened has happened, and any animosity should be put aside. We'll always be friends. This life or in eternity.<br /><br />My dear dear Angel, i would tell you that i'm leaving, and that you gotta fend for your own. Brother won't be here anymore to take care of you. I won't be back... but i won't forget you.<br /><br />My friends and people who care about me, linda, angee, the list goes on... I'd want to see them too... looking back on how u all impacted my life, i wanna thank you all and say that i love you too...<br /><br />I would see my church pals... my cell members, my commrades... I would see Mum. Mum i really appreciate you investing so much into my life. I wanna thank you for correcting me and setting me on this path till this day. Joseph, even though i haven't been giving you much of a easy time, i wanna thank you for talking to me, encouraging me and slapping sense into me when i needed it. Ju, u know that you've been a tremendous blessing in my life. I wanna say that its been a pleasure working together and walking in the Lord in our course together.<br /><br />This part used to make you cry...<br /><br />I would see Nat, make up with him for what's he's done, and tell him that God loves him.<br /><br />I would see Danial, and tell him to take care of you, watch over you, just as i'll be from above.<br /><br />I would see Lynn and your close friends, to keep watch over you, get you outta trouble.<br /><br />I would see the Swensens or Hagen Daz guy... and spend whatever money i'm left with to supply you with your favourite lime sherbert for as long as the money runs out.<br /><br />I wanna see you... talk to you... tell you that i cared... tell you not to cry... tell you to be strong and take care of yourself...<br /><br />Sounds cheesy, but i mean it. If i'm capable...<br /><br />That's all i'll see... on earth that is...<br />Then i wanna see the Lord. I wanna go Home... I wanna be with You.<br /><br />Haha... morbid post, but i feel so much for these people... Cheers... Love you all very much.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13165754-111945192860845157?l=obviangel.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Nathanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02846240534064742166noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13165754.post-1118741198996163432005-06-14T17:23:00.000+08:002005-06-15T17:47:13.056+08:00Its currently 5.25 in the afternoon... i am at sentosa, the tourism academy to be exact... sighs... its been a while since i've updated... a lot has happened, a lot that i don't really want to elaborate on. I know this posts sounds very sad or down but i just want to express my feelings in words.<br /><br />My blogmusic is gone... sad... haiz they banned my angelfire account so i can't host my songs anymore... haiz...<br /><br />I'm through with the elections... i had enough of it... hate the backstabbing, hate the quarrels... hate it... please please stop the fighting... stop the shouting... stop the bickering... stop killing each other... why can't we be friends?<br /><br />I just think that things in the "friendship" is souring... everyday i hear more and more, everyday i feel more and more resentment... and then i wonder... if anything that happened before, things that made all of us remember each other, things that we did together and enjoyed ourselves doing, *sigh* i wonder if any of you remeber that... i do... i seriously do... and yet now we're almost breaking apart... hanging by threads of civility that is keeping us from lunging at each other's throats... *sigh* politics and foulplay? i don't know... i don't wanna know... but boy do i hate it... sometimes i wish that somethings didn't happen. things like the elections. things like me attempting to be a part of the MMC... haha... MMC... wonder where's that now... flame me if u will... i don't really care... but are you guys still the MMC you all claim to be since the elections started? You be the judge of that...<br /><br />Haiz... things aren't simple here over at sentosa as well... well i don't know if i shld say this... i will try to keep things simple and less understandable to keep things still under wraps... haiz... sometimes i wish that things would have remained simple... things wouldn't be like this now... strained... tension... untruth... i tell u this with a heavy and sad heart... i'm honestly caught in between... haiz... i wonder if things will be alright... i wonder if us will still be us... i miss us... i miss the times when we just we able to sit arnd and just crap. i miss the times that we just had fun... i miss the times we went out to katong... i miss us... haha... (laughs dryly) i don't know... i guess i'm emotional, but i have tears in my eyes now... as i recap our past... do u guys treasure wad we had, have and will have?<br /><br />Lastly... i still think about us... (different us) i sat next to you and pondered about the things we used to do, things that we would have done, and i was broken inside... haha... i guess that i left the LT early was becoz i had tears (again) in my eyes... i guess i'm not over it, even though i think i am... but somethings can't be erased from my memory, my life... my heart... haha... sure kenna scolded for this one... but that is my thoughts and feelings...<br /><br />i know very sad words have been written on these pages... but i do hope that you, anyone who reads this will think about what they have with people around them... treasure friends while they're there... love them while you still are friends... when it turn around and they are enemies... i hurts you to hurt them... honest... Ponder and think about this...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13165754-111874119899616343?l=obviangel.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Nathanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02846240534064742166noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13165754.post-1117460238508263722005-05-30T21:31:00.000+08:002005-05-30T22:15:18.626+08:00What u did hurt me rather badly today... i don't know why... but it numbed me... I guess its just me being sensitive... but hell it hurt... whatever... if that's what you want then fine... i'm over the issue... life will go on.<br /><br />Today was an eventful day... NOT....<br /><br />The day started out with me being 1/2 an hour late for class... no surprise on that one... haha... went into class and slept immediately... haha... things just keep getting better... then when lecture ended the lecturer said this... " You came 1/2 and hour late for my lesson, and slept throughout the time you were here... What are you trying to do?" hahaha... i told her i was sick... and this reply was hilarious... "then you still come for lesson? prolong your sickness only... aiyoh..." hahaahahaha... can't get over it...<br /><br />I had Zhang Wei for 4 hours... 4 hours of inchoerent speech... played bingo with the gals in lec... hehe... gonna be the tradition for the next few months... i hope... wahahaha... hmmm i managed to click with cal... sang songs with the guy... haha... was quite fun... haha... well... that's about it...<br /><br />TMR GOTTA WEAR FORMAL... TMR GOT MEETING AT NIGHT...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13165754-111746023850826372?l=obviangel.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Nathanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02846240534064742166noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13165754.post-1117369685743142762005-05-29T20:22:00.000+08:002005-05-29T20:28:05.746+08:00My jaw hurts like crap... like really... i can't chew with my left side of my mouth... dun even know wad happen to it... *thinks* hmmm.... maybe i fell of my bed and whacked it and din even know... hmm... anyways... gonna see a dental surgeon soon... too check what it is... haha... <br /><br />Sigh....<br /><br />I have a messed up week in two weeks time... let me explain... i'll be outstationed the week after from wed to sat... which will cause me to miss classes...<br /><br />Wed: Culinary Science... 8am to 6pm... HOW TO MAKE UP LESSONS???<br />Thurs: Full day of tutorials... Die liaoz lar<br />Fri: Not that bad... One tutorial and 2 lec... haha... only day i'm not worried abt...<br /><br />My current solution is to talk to chef and ask her if she allows me to make up lessons on mon... and then wait for the best... haha...<br /><br />Next... elections are up soon... i hope the team will be united... MMC... please forgive me if i go all egotistical and all... must tell me hor... haha... if i too steal limelight must say also...<br /><br />PLEASE VOTE FER US!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13165754-111736968574314276?l=obviangel.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Nathanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02846240534064742166noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13165754.post-1117031278292178552005-05-25T22:27:00.000+08:002005-05-28T23:10:31.126+08:00Well i'm back to the blogging world... took me a while to get this site up and running... well major changes in my life... and moving to sentosa to study... after the first week, i have concluded a few things...<br /><br />1) They dun have water coolers.<br />2) They dun sell coke (like wth... how can u not sell coke???!!!)<br />3) Food is cheap and realtively ok.<br />4) People are very new to the campus as i am.<br />5) I miss my pals in TP... my freshies and frens... (i'll get to that in a while)<br /><br />Angel: Ger ar... now become my sister instead of brother... attached liaoz must still find time pei us hor... dun always pei ur bf then forget us... you will still be my and our stupong... u have started a legacy and it will never be forgotten...<br /><br />Kazumi: kaz... even though i is not know u very well, but everytime we go back to sch i still get the warmest smile and hug from you... it really makes me feel welcomed and appreciated... i miss you too!<br /><br />Linggie: My sister in TP... ever since 1987 (FOC) hehe... miss you and still talking like you... haha... guess some things never change... miss the times when we will just have fun and go wild... miss you more than that though...<br /><br />James: Brother... go army liaoz must still remember us hor... got time must meet up with us... haha...<br /><br />Han Wei: Hey man... love ur mambo... and the way u crack me up... will miss u when u leave for the army... take care bro... Mr. President.<br /><br />haha... well that says some stuff on my mind... (emo liaoz...)<br /><br />Next... Today was Delia's wedding... after 2 plus years, she's finally married... my zone leader, friend and leader... my role model... i will miss you when u go on ur honey moon... haha...<br /><br />To E.T: i miss you still... sometimes i think back on the things we used to do, and i smile... just like i used to... some things never change... don't scold me for being manja lar... but i don't think i'll be "over" over you... haha... sorry... i told tat that and he knew wad i meant... no one ever can forget u lar... its just a certain charm and special chemistry... that now will carry on as friends...<br /><br />To Audrey: If u ever read this... i'm sorry that i hurt ur fren... u gurl... it hurted me as much when the decision was made... i'm sorry and i hope that you'll understand and forgive me... i actually want to be friends and talk as friends and not be giving stares to each other and not co-existing in the same converstation... Sher will be sandwiched and i don't want that... sorry... please forgive me...<br /><br />To my freshies: VOTE FOR ME AND THE TEAM FOR THE ELECTIONS!!! MISS YOU GUYS LOTS!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13165754-111703127829217855?l=obviangel.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Nathanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02846240534064742166noreply@blogger.com0